I dont want to become a femboy anymore...

[imabetanumale]

Recently i have been thinking on becoming trans as way to escape the doom of beign an inferior male, because i would be a woman and women cant be losers.So today i tried recording a video of me crossdressing because of my hornyness,i cumed in that video but i didnt had the post nut clarity,wich is something i have been suffering these last weeks,that the first nut doesnt give me the post nut clarity anymore,now i must cum twice for post nut clarity to hit. A few minutes ago after my second nut i realized that i dont want to be trans, i tried fapping to trans porn but i failed and switched to straight porn,also the idea of crossdressing excites me but nothing more,i dont want to be penetrated by anyone.Its like a fantasy that acxtually i dont want ot do in real life or wanting people to know me as a female.

So it seems like there is not a real escape from the doomed genetic inferiority.

I think the next would be accept my inferiority and stop trying to be something im not.

 

[Sprinkles]

is your face even feminine enough?

 

[imabetanumale]

is your face even feminine enough?

i lack bones,wich is very similar to a female face but my eyes are not big enough and im brown

 

[Sprinkles]

im brown

you lost me

 

[Light•]

im brown

already not good enough, basically all femboys and trans are white

 

[imabetanumale]

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[imabetanumale]

me now:

 

[imabetanumale]

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