I don’t want to care about my looks anymore. I cant

[T-bone123]

I want to stop this fucking tic i manifested of myself deriving from my hair and looks. i can’t fucking do this anymore, forced myself an ocd variant to fix something i fucking can’t. Fuck this shit, i can’t anymore, it fucking pains my eyes everytime i look in the mirror. i just want to stop
@Jordan Barrett

 

[Jordan Barrett]

Bro i was literally thinking about you earlier

 

[Frenchshortcel123]

well one solution is to try and normie max by hanging out as many boring NTs as possible, the more boring the best actually, and be sure to consume lots of normie slop, distance urself from any kind of lookism related media for as long as u can and try to forget abt it, or u can kick the chair ur choice

 

[T-bone123]

Bro i was literally thinking about you earlier

i appreciate it brother. what about

 

[Jordan Barrett]

i appreciate it brother. what about

I want to get news but yk why would you care about looks if you slay

 

[T-bone123]

well one solution is to try and normie max by hanging out as many boring NTs as possible, the more boring the best actually, and be sure to consume lots of normie slop, distance urself from any kind of lookism related media for as long as u can and try to forget abt it, or u can kick the chair ur choice

i fucking can’t bro. i don’t see any fucking benefit in my life. everytime i see myself or a picture of myself i want to throw up. and i immediately tell them to delete

 

[LowInhibNoSMV]

id love to give some advice
for europecels im known to give advice
but its so late and im so high
i cant
sorry

 

[T-bone123]

I want to get news but yk why would you care about looks if you slay

news about what? bro fuck slaying. it’s not worth the fucking pain i’ve been put through my whole life, i can’t bro

 

[Frenchshortcel123]

i fucking can’t bro. i don’t see any fucking benefit in my life. everytime i see myself or a picture of myself i want to throw up. and i immediately tell them to delete

yeah same, any particular failos you think of fixing and if so can you afford to?

 

[T-bone123]

id love to give some advice
for europecels im known to give advice
but its so late and im so high
i cant
sorry

it’s all good brother sleep well

 

[T-bone123]

yeah same, any particular failos you think of fixing and if so can you afford to?

fucking everything bro i can’t see the positives anymore. i just cant

 

[sørenyuko]

well one solution is to try and normie max by hanging out as many boring NTs as possible, the more boring the best actually, and be sure to consume lots of normie slop, distance urself from any kind of lookism related media for as long as u can and try to forget abt it, or u can kick the chair ur choice

that is the type of black and white thinking i honestly cant stand, you always have good takes ngl but with this i'd disagree, you dont need to go from intellectualizing all this to consuming mindless slop, that wont even be sustainable long term and creates a rubber band effect, unrealistic to try to simply push it away like that imo

 

[Frenchshortcel123]

fucking everything bro i can’t see the positives anymore. i just cant

brutal, ever think of doing drugs?

 

[Jordan Barrett]

news about what? bro fuck slaying. it’s not worth the fucking pain i’ve been put through my whole life, i can’t bro

Life bro, i dont exacly get whats wrong tho

 

[Frenchshortcel123]

that is the type of black and white thinking i honestly cant stand, you always have good takes ngl but with this i'd disagree, you dont need to go from intellectualizing all this to consuming mindless slop, that wont even be sustainable long term and creates a rubber band effect, unrealistic to try to simply push it away like that imo

appreciate the compliment still, idk its just what worked for me when i distanced myself a bit from the looksmaxing sphere although i fell back into it cuz low impulse control

 

[Jgns]

only way out is through

 

[T-bone123]

Life bro, i dont exacly get whats wrong tho

I hate myself brother. I haven’t seen happiness in a long long time. my mum fucking hates me. my dads the only good thing i have. and gym feels so fucking cope as a natty but i still go hoping one day it’s all fucking worth it

 

[T-bone123]

brutal, ever think of doing drugs?

i can’t bro, i don’t trust myself well enough

 

[T-bone123]

only way out is through

i’ve been trying for so long. i see no white lifht

 

[Jordan Barrett]

I hate myself brother. I haven’t seen happiness in a long long time. my mum fucking hates me. my dads the only good thing i have. and gym feels so fucking cope as a natty but i still go hoping one day it’s all fucking worth it

Yes there’s always hope, you take drugs or alcohol right

 

[T-bone123]

Yes there’s always hope, you take drugs or alcohol right

no i steer clear. i’m sober 24 7 so it’s just me and my thoughts

 

[Frenchshortcel123]

i can’t bro, i don’t trust myself well enough

you diagnosed with anything? might be depression but could jst be an episode

 

[Jordan Barrett]

no i steer clear. i’m sober 24 7 so it’s just me and my thoughts

Wow thats very interesting

 

[T-bone123]

you diagnosed with anything? might be depression but could jst be an episode

i don’t want to get tested. i’ve been told by about 10 people to get tested. all unprovoked random interactions by teachers, friends etc. i can’t stand the fact i have some shitty behaviour disorder even though i do. i’d rather stay like thsi

 

[arkzy7]

I want to stop this fucking tic i manifested of myself deriving from my hair and looks. i can’t fucking do this anymore, forced myself an ocd variant to fix something i fucking can’t. Fuck this shit, i can’t anymore, it fucking pains my eyes everytime i look in the mirror. i just want to stop
@Jordan Barrett

why did u tag jordan

 

[T-bone123]

Wow thats very interesting

i wouldn’t trust myself to get addicted. i don’t think i would be able to quit. so id rather i stop before it starts.
btw what were you thinking about earlier

 

[T-bone123]

why did u tag jordan

he’s my day 1 on here. kindest soul i know. all my posts tag him. very important person to why im still on here

 

[Frenchshortcel123]

i don’t want to get tested. i’ve been told by about 10 people to get tested. all unprovoked random interactions by teachers, friends etc. i can’t stand the fact i have some shitty behaviour disorder even though i do. i’d rather stay like thsi

well if u actively dont want to get a diagnosis there isnt much you can do, either you can try to work through it yourself, forget it by distancing yourself from this kind of media for extended periods of time or get professional help but if you dont wanna do any of these idk

 

[arkzy7]

he’s my day 1 on here. kindest soul i know. all my posts tag him. very important person to why im still on here

nice man

 

[T-bone123]

well if u actively dont want to get a diagnosis there isnt much you can do, either you can try to work through it yourself, forget it by distancing yourself from this kind of media for extended periods of time or get professional help but if you dont wanna do any of these idk

i’ve tried. and it just always come back

 

[Jordan Barrett]

i wouldn’t trust myself to get addicted. i don’t think i would be able to quit. so id rather i stop before it starts.
btw what were you thinking about earlier

Thats a great resonning, dont go into this

I was just thinking back of you because your cool, nothing deep

 

[T-bone123]

Thats a great resonning, dont go into this

I was just thinking back of you because your cool, nothing deep

thank you brother. it was just a pact i made for myself that i kept

 

[Jordan Barrett]

thank you brother. it was just a pact i made for myself that i kept

Mirin

 

[Geoff2024]

news about what? bro fuck slaying. it’s not worth the fucking pain i’ve been put through my whole life, i can’t bro

It gets better gang

 

[T-bone123]

It gets better gang

i appreciate. and i do see the understanding, i just get anxious sometimes when things don’t turn out the way i want them too

 

[Geoff2024]

i appreciate. and i do see the understanding, i just get anxious sometimes when things don’t turn out the way i want them too

Did this feeling get triggered by something?

 

[T-bone123]

Did this feeling get triggered by something?

new college so i’m seeing myself in a new light. i’m seeing pictures of myself flowing around. and i fucking hate pictures of myself despite no matter how much normie folk use the term “ mog”. i laugh it off but i genuinely despise pictures, especially when im unfrauded and unprepared

 

[Geoff2024]

new college so i’m seeing myself in a new light. i’m seeing pictures of myself flowing around. and i fucking hate pictures of myself despite no matter how much normie folk use the term “ mog”. i laugh it off but i genuinely despise pictures, especially when im unfrauded and unprepared

I hate pics as much as u do the best u can do is avoid looking at ur own pics like I do. I literally act normal when people take pics and just say no when they try to show me the pics. I live life naively and based on my experiences not based on how I precieve myself in pics

 

[T-bone123]

I hate pics as much as u do the best u can do is avoid looking at ur own pics like I do. I literally act normal when people take pics and just say no when they try to show me the pics. I live life naively and based on my experiences not based on how I precieve myself in pics

it’s always horrendous to see some picture of you unaware. makes me sad about that’s how people genuinely see me. just wish i was born with genetics i never had to do anything for. i appreciate your help but me personally i tell them to delete the picture

 

[TGUN.]

I want to stop this fucking tic i manifested of myself deriving from my hair and looks. i can’t fucking do this anymore, forced myself an ocd variant to fix something i fucking can’t. Fuck this shit, i can’t anymore, it fucking pains my eyes everytime i look in the mirror. i just want to stop
@Jordan Barrett

Same bro

 

[T-bone123]

Same bro

bro pls not you in here. i’ve seen your pics, and i envy you. i hope your at least appreciative of what you have

 

[TGUN.]

bro pls not you in here. i’ve seen your pics, and i envy you. i hope your at least appreciative of what you have

I am

But it wasn’t long ago when I used to feel exactly like u

Everything u said was relatable

 

[T-bone123]

I am

But it wasn’t long ago when I used to feel exactly like u

Everything u said was relatable

thank you brother. it comes from the heart

 

[lacobus]

Ever consider taking any kind of drug?

I recommend Molly as it makes you very enthusiastic and happy, but also very horny…

But drugs are a good cope and helps with depression

 

[T-bone123]

Ever consider taking any kind of drug?

I recommend Molly as it makes you very enthusiastic and happy, but also very horny…

But drugs are awesome

as previously said. i refrain from taking drugs due to the fact i know i would likely get addicted quick with the inability to quit

 

[lacobus]

as previously said. i refrain from taking drugs due to the fact i know i would likely get addicted quick with the inability to quit

I honestly respect that, but I do drugs and also drink and haven’t seen anything addicting about it.

I have gone like 3 months completely fine and my friend might offer me a roll or something and like whatever i’ll smoke it.

But you do you man, I don’t see much harm in it as long as you steer clear from drugs like cocaine and fentanyl.

Wish you best brother…

 

[T-bone123]

I honestly respect that, but I do drugs and also drink and haven’t seen anything addicting about it.

I have gone like 3 months completely fine and my friend might offer me a roll or something and like whatever i’ll smoke it.

But you do you man, I don’t see much harm in it as long as you steer clear from drugs like cocaine and fentanyl.

Wish you best brother…

thank you. i just think it’s best that i keep my health intact especially considering i have family complications already in such area. so the genetics are probably a bit fucked in that aspext

 

[lookingforadvicecel]

Nah bro if your ugly your subconscious will do whatever it takes to fix that.

 

[lacobus]

thank you. i just think it’s best that i keep my health intact especially considering i have family complications already in such area. so the genetics are probably a bit fucked in that aspext

Completely understand man, not to trauma dump but my cousin overdosed and I saw his dead body.

Drugs can be very harmful if used wrong, your smart to be able to understand that.

 

[mxl4chi1]

i understand how you feel. it sucks more when theres like 10 flaws you wanna fix and not just one then you can move on with your life