I dont want to try, nor to feel amy hope

[Sean o' Tist]

Idk why even try now tho, but i cant let go. I dont want to do any of this shit. I am 20 already, not kkhv anymore, so I shall just call it a day and stemmax and just focus on school. I honeslty want nothing to do with nightlife amd dating as its just humilation ritual, but for some reason I cant let go