Sir_Choppy181
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Ever since middle school I was introduced to the idea of femboys and at first it was strange to me but overtime after becoming involved in communities on discord like gore/trolling/edgy/wasteland servers (if you know you know) and stuff like that, I was desensitized to anything that is considered morbid to the normies mind.
-At first I rejected it in my high school life, grouping with my friends in freshmen year after shaking off my nazi gore lover personality to make some friends and establish a friend group. Soon after my freshman year I was unknowingly blackpilled by something (prolly the amount of rejection I faced as a result of being 5'7 nerdcell) but I started hitting the gym over the summer and transitioned to my sophomore year. I was now still kind of skinny but had some small muslce and fixed my posture a bit I looked a little more normal and was above NT ofc.
(The haircut I had sophomore year when I met the girls)
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-My sophomore year I was more fit and had a better haircut (before freshman year I had a combover) but in sophomore year i had overgrown frizzy broccoli hair (it was still nerdcelled but better than combover JFL). I also started dressing better as before I only wore the same exact thing (literally the same hoodie and pants) forever. skip to winter of sophomore year I then started getting involved with some girl friend group who convinced me to install discord again and thats when it started. I was on discord again and also got a haircut that made my hair shorter but like a karen cut almost, idk how to describe it. I started fantasizing about femboys and traps often masturbating to the thought of having a femboy bf. I faced much rejection from the femals in the grioup i tried to get with (in my junior year i tried it again with another girl from the group and got CUCKED by black guy and she ended but rejecting the french nigger and became lesbian ITS OVER jfl).
-Overtime I began to always think about femboy bfs/male wives even when I did eventually get a real blonde GF in senior year (I ascended by getting taller and also prettyboymaxxed I am now 7 PSL now). I got bored of the relationship after fucking her and didn't like how insane and fucking disgusting she was sometimes even though she was a 7.5 foid blonde. I also became even more atracted to femboys even after long delting discord and began thikning about it more and even considering people I know as potential femboys i could date.
-currently after all the rejection and success, I realize that I will never find happiness in a relationship with a women because she will never truly love me because i'm not chad (also I am not 6+ YET (copium I KNOW FAGGOT) so I am basically nice to look at but still brOOTaly mogged by chad. I only hope that in college I can meet an actually attractive femboy and date him secretly or something like that since its my only option and also has always been one of my deepest desires. unless I reach a higher PSL then maybe I will start perusing the normie chadlite path.
^^^^^^^^^^^My ideal type btw for reference I do NOT want an ugly nerdcelled asian boy
THANKS FOR READING
-At first I rejected it in my high school life, grouping with my friends in freshmen year after shaking off my nazi gore lover personality to make some friends and establish a friend group. Soon after my freshman year I was unknowingly blackpilled by something (prolly the amount of rejection I faced as a result of being 5'7 nerdcell) but I started hitting the gym over the summer and transitioned to my sophomore year. I was now still kind of skinny but had some small muslce and fixed my posture a bit I looked a little more normal and was above NT ofc.
(The haircut I had sophomore year when I met the girls)
View attachment 3625948
-My sophomore year I was more fit and had a better haircut (before freshman year I had a combover) but in sophomore year i had overgrown frizzy broccoli hair (it was still nerdcelled but better than combover JFL). I also started dressing better as before I only wore the same exact thing (literally the same hoodie and pants) forever. skip to winter of sophomore year I then started getting involved with some girl friend group who convinced me to install discord again and thats when it started. I was on discord again and also got a haircut that made my hair shorter but like a karen cut almost, idk how to describe it. I started fantasizing about femboys and traps often masturbating to the thought of having a femboy bf. I faced much rejection from the femals in the grioup i tried to get with (in my junior year i tried it again with another girl from the group and got CUCKED by black guy and she ended but rejecting the french nigger and became lesbian ITS OVER jfl).
-Overtime I began to always think about femboy bfs/male wives even when I did eventually get a real blonde GF in senior year (I ascended by getting taller and also prettyboymaxxed I am now 7 PSL now). I got bored of the relationship after fucking her and didn't like how insane and fucking disgusting she was sometimes even though she was a 7.5 foid blonde. I also became even more atracted to femboys even after long delting discord and began thikning about it more and even considering people I know as potential femboys i could date.
-currently after all the rejection and success, I realize that I will never find happiness in a relationship with a women because she will never truly love me because i'm not chad (also I am not 6+ YET (copium I KNOW FAGGOT) so I am basically nice to look at but still brOOTaly mogged by chad. I only hope that in college I can meet an actually attractive femboy and date him secretly or something like that since its my only option and also has always been one of my deepest desires. unless I reach a higher PSL then maybe I will start perusing the normie chadlite path.
^^^^^^^^^^^My ideal type btw for reference I do NOT want an ugly nerdcelled asian boy
