I drew myself to lose any drop of confidence

[slavic.cel]

I am a sub 6’, subhuman face, micropenis mentally ill voicecel but somehow my stupid fucking brain has lately been getting the idea that I am worth something, that just MAYBE someone on this planet will love me. I tried to look at myself in the mirror as much as possible and convince myself this is just fantasy but when that wasn’t working a decided to draw myself to truly feel the weight of all my flaws. I might now feel sick to my stomach and on the verge of tears but safe to say I now feel a long lost clarity. That no matter how much of a loving and caring being I am, I was never meant to receive love. I was never meant to feel the warmth of another person’s body, to hear their caring words of reassurance in my ear telling me I am enough, for my lover to look at me with such deep affection that they won’t ever look at another person with. My genes have been my downfall, it was literally over from the start. I can now slave away for years on some dogshit part time job to afford surgeries that most likely won’t fix my issue or just give up on ever being loved and, for me, that is the same as accepting death. To live my life stranded alone on the empty coast of my misery is like not living at all.



Here are the drawings for you to make fun of
Yes I just traced my face

 

[JeanneDArcAlter]

You mog me

 

[_MVP_]

you are the next ER

 

[trvearyan]

that just MAYBE someone on this planet will love me.

love isn't real retard

 

[alurmo]

 

[IOS]

good hair

 

[slavic.cel]

love isn't real retard

It is. Love in the sense of oxytocin being released and someone having deep affection towards you is a deep desire for me that I cannot attain

 

[Askeladd93270]

Same

 

[Askeladd93270]

Call me if you find something that works for the voicel

 

[sigma boii]

Nice teeth

 

[trvearyan]

It is. Love in the sense of oxytocin being released and someone having deep affection towards you is a deep desire for me that I cannot attain

Fuck all them brain chemicals an sheet mayne
If you want love then your appearance shouldn’t even matter, if someone really loves you they’re willing to look past all your physical flaws

 

[first snow]

Fuck all them brain chemicals an sheet mayne
If you want love then your appearance shouldn’t even matter, if someone really loves you they’re willing to look past all your physical flaws

are you a fucking foid jfl

 

[trvearyan]

are you a fucking foid jfl

wouldn’t you want to live in a world where that statement is true?
or are you just an asshole?

 

[otal_duu]

are you a fucking foid jfl

Why is this woman contaminating our blackpill forum with bluepill propoganda?

 

[slavic.cel]

Call me if you find something that works for the voicel

Nothing works and im done trying

 

[slavic.cel]

Fuck all them brain chemicals an sheet mayne
If you want love then your appearance shouldn’t even matter, if someone really loves you they’re willing to look past all your physical flaws

Holy fucking cope. “Fuck all then chemicals” we that is literally love. They will never be released for a person like me

 

[slavic.cel]

wouldn’t you want to live in a world where that statement is true?
or are you just an asshole?

I would but that doesn’t make it reality

 

[Askeladd93270]

Nothing works and im done trying

What did you try? I only tried the neck muscle training for a bit like 3-4days then I got lazy and obviously it didn't change anything but I Wonder if it really works bc everytime under the comments of the videos advizing this there are ppl saying it gaves them results in just à week for some of them it was probably the placebo effect, others puberty but idk

 

[slavic.cel]

What did you try? I only tried the neck muscle training for a bit like 3-4days then I got lazy and obviously it didn't change anything but I Wonder if it really works bc everytime under the comments of the videos advizing this there are ppl saying it gaves them results in just à week for some of them it was probably the placebo effect, others puberty but idk

I tried skincare, getting ideal sleep, eating healthy, getting a haircut that suits me, going to the gym, whitening teeth etc… and those were just the basics. I have unfortunately come to the conclusion that no matter my actions I have been cursed from the start. No amount of self improvement and looksmaxxing can account for my big crooked nose, a smile only a mother could love, my giant forehead, thin balding hair, one eye millimetres higher than the other and overall asymmetry.

 

[ynns]

send me pics of yourself

 

[slavic.cel]

send me pics of yourself

Am I chad???