Amexmaxx
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So yesterday after i got out of work. As I’m pulling out of the parking deck a raggedy looking black women approaches my car asking me to help her. She had just gotten out of jail and she needed a ride home. She went on about how she had a little bit of money and she only needed to get so far. Now Initially my first thought was “no” bc of the danger and my redpill senses. But then more cucked bluepilled thoughts started to enter my brain. Then the hope of it being a positive/ sexual experience finally convinced me to help her. So I thought this could be an opportunity to grow. It was, but I didn’t.
So she gets in, we make small talk and i drive her to her house which wasn’t that far away (relatively). She gets out and i didn’t get any form of reciprocation. Monetary or affection. Now I’ve heard and read that helping others is good for you, that god loves it, thats it produces good karma and grows you as a person. But no, after that experience I didn’t feel better, I felt WORSE. I felt more unloved, i felt more unappreciated, i felt more used. I was so desperate for a non familial females presence that i was willing to share a ride with a criminal drug addicted swamp bitch. Maybe the missing ingredient was that i was hoping/ expecting some sort of recompense.
But the point of this thread is that true personal growth comes from doing what you’re NOT programmed to do. See everyone from the time you were born has indoctrinated you (esp as a male) that helping other is the right thing to do, it please god etc. But no, helping a woman and getting nothing in return expect her shitty presence and bland conversation is not growth ITS JUST NORMAL BLUEPILLED GYNOCENTRISM. True personal growth for me would have been to tell that bitch NO.
As Paul elam famously said, “A man is only as mentally healthy as his ability to tell a woman no.”
It would have been growth only if
You can have all the redpill knowledge in the world but if you dont have the spine to enact it, ITS OVER.
So she gets in, we make small talk and i drive her to her house which wasn’t that far away (relatively). She gets out and i didn’t get any form of reciprocation. Monetary or affection. Now I’ve heard and read that helping others is good for you, that god loves it, thats it produces good karma and grows you as a person. But no, after that experience I didn’t feel better, I felt WORSE. I felt more unloved, i felt more unappreciated, i felt more used. I was so desperate for a non familial females presence that i was willing to share a ride with a criminal drug addicted swamp bitch. Maybe the missing ingredient was that i was hoping/ expecting some sort of recompense.
But the point of this thread is that true personal growth comes from doing what you’re NOT programmed to do. See everyone from the time you were born has indoctrinated you (esp as a male) that helping other is the right thing to do, it please god etc. But no, helping a woman and getting nothing in return expect her shitty presence and bland conversation is not growth ITS JUST NORMAL BLUEPILLED GYNOCENTRISM. True personal growth for me would have been to tell that bitch NO.
As Paul elam famously said, “A man is only as mentally healthy as his ability to tell a woman no.”
It would have been growth only if
- I told her no and drove off
- I helped her but only before secure payment (money or sex)
- Helping a man (bc we are programmed to distrust, not help and be apathetic to men)
You can have all the redpill knowledge in the world but if you dont have the spine to enact it, ITS OVER.