Mazilias
6'4 ethnic LTN
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My brother is genetically gifted (NT + tall + pretty boy archetype). He has no bad features, and he’s only 14.
I always see him hanging out with girls and other attractive people, and when I was out with a friend, I saw them and immediately felt anxious because I know they recognize me and probably make fun of my looks.
The worst part about it is he’s probably always going to be more attractive than me, even with my surgeries, and he’s never bothered to care about his looks.
My parents always treat him (Halo) better, and they won’t even admit it. They’re mad at me for wanting to have surgeries and even take anxiety meds like, what?
I remember when i was 11 before puberty when life actually was fun and fair, it's just hell knowing i will never experince this again. I just wanna be a kid again

I’m really sad that it was my brother instead of me, and it feels like it never even began.
I always see him hanging out with girls and other attractive people, and when I was out with a friend, I saw them and immediately felt anxious because I know they recognize me and probably make fun of my looks.
The worst part about it is he’s probably always going to be more attractive than me, even with my surgeries, and he’s never bothered to care about his looks.
My parents always treat him (Halo) better, and they won’t even admit it. They’re mad at me for wanting to have surgeries and even take anxiety meds like, what?
I remember when i was 11 before puberty when life actually was fun and fair, it's just hell knowing i will never experince this again. I just wanna be a kid again
I’m really sad that it was my brother instead of me, and it feels like it never even began.


