Philalethes
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On the first two minutes of this video I realized I made the biggest mistake of my life when I refused steroids at the age of 18
Steroids were against my principles. Steroids were cheating. Steroids were wrong.
I was getting my training on my own efforts. The hard way. No short paths.
Asides, I was already in university, dating my girlfriend forever and ever and pointing at a respectable scientific career.
I wasn't doing any more sports (former rugby player), I wasn't a fighter or a gangster or on the military.
Muscles weren't needed for the future I envisioned for myself.
Asides, no girl thinks of muscles when you're 18. That's for 13/14, early highschoolers at best. Not important for me. Not important for the monogamous life I wanted to lead till marriage and old age. Not important for my girlfriend who ended up cheating on me with a really buffed guy one year later.
I thought of that in my senior highschool year when I switched the gym for politics because physique was no longer important.
I thought it again in my middle twenties when my PUA's friends told me to loose weight and go back to the gym.
I even thought that when I used pro-hormones in 2008 and a highschool senior made out with me on the bars for no reason
The stares, the provoked interactions, the eyes crossing, the extra attention, the life I could've built because I postponed this moment, the moment when I accept that a couple of medicine will provide me with ascension and ascension will allow me to live the life I want.
Don't fool yourself. I wish I was 13/14/16/18/19/21/23/25/28/30/32/35 to do it at once.
For you who have so much more to look forward and are about too, I am starting now with sarms and BAM15.
Better late than never
Steroids were against my principles. Steroids were cheating. Steroids were wrong.
I was getting my training on my own efforts. The hard way. No short paths.
Asides, I was already in university, dating my girlfriend forever and ever and pointing at a respectable scientific career.
I wasn't doing any more sports (former rugby player), I wasn't a fighter or a gangster or on the military.
Muscles weren't needed for the future I envisioned for myself.
Asides, no girl thinks of muscles when you're 18. That's for 13/14, early highschoolers at best. Not important for me. Not important for the monogamous life I wanted to lead till marriage and old age. Not important for my girlfriend who ended up cheating on me with a really buffed guy one year later.
I thought of that in my senior highschool year when I switched the gym for politics because physique was no longer important.
I thought it again in my middle twenties when my PUA's friends told me to loose weight and go back to the gym.
I even thought that when I used pro-hormones in 2008 and a highschool senior made out with me on the bars for no reason
The stares, the provoked interactions, the eyes crossing, the extra attention, the life I could've built because I postponed this moment, the moment when I accept that a couple of medicine will provide me with ascension and ascension will allow me to live the life I want.
Don't fool yourself. I wish I was 13/14/16/18/19/21/23/25/28/30/32/35 to do it at once.
For you who have so much more to look forward and are about too, I am starting now with sarms and BAM15.
Better late than never
