Over i experienced teen love, and after that, nothing hits the same

[SchizoParanoid_]

its a memory burned in my brain, my first (formal) girlfriend baked me a cake, and made me a cute little plush, i told her i never celebrated my birthdays bcuz well, its just like any other day, she was hellbent on celebrating my birthday (atleast just the two of us), we skipped class and went to her house, she baked me a cake and gave me a plush she made herself, not even my fucking family did such thing, i have to cope with the fact my teen years are over and that nothing will ever make me as happy as that day did tbhtbh

 

[lemonnz]

was she a virgin

 

[JeanneDArcAlter]

Did you have sex with her

 

[SchizoParanoid_]

was she a virgin

yeah, does that matter tho?

 

[KKKuroiso]

Same, i just accepted that Adult love is not real love, but i'm still happy that i experienced teenage love at my 18 to 19

 

[lemonnz]

yeah, does that matter tho?

When they’re used they don’t do nice stuff like this

 

[SchizoParanoid_]

Did you have sex with her

yeah, she was my first everything which is prob why i cant get over her

 

[SchizoParanoid_]

When they’re used they don’t do nice stuff like this

i dont like the term "used" but ur prob right

 

[lemonnz]

i dont like the term "used" but ur prob right

Girls typically don’t forget their first love, try and see if you can get back with her, it’s worth a try

 

[SchizoParanoid_]

Girls typically don’t forget their first love, try and see if you can get back with her, it’s worth a try

she blocked me and hates my guts, i dont blame her tho, i did some shitty things, i already apologized and all, but i doubt she wants me back

 

[imabetanumale]

chad ramblings actually read dnr

 

[imabetanumale]

you are some lucky guy buddy

 

[SchizoParanoid_]

chad ramblings actually read dnr

im htn at best plus just be first theory

 

[superpsycho]

mirin bro

 

[superpsycho]

if u didnt experience teen love its over

true love ends ar 18

 

[SchizoParanoid_]

if u didnt experience teen love its over

true love ends ar 18

i used to think teen love wasnt all that when i lurked this forum years ago, teen love is indeed alldat and more

 

[superpsycho]

i used to think teen love wasnt all that when i lurked this forum years ago, teen love is indeed alldat and more

people who say teen love doesnt matter are copers.

i missed out on everything

 

[Vladdy]

Just wait until you find the right one

 

[SchizoParanoid_]

people who say teen love doesnt matter are copers.

i missed out on everything

tbh only thing you really miss out in your teen years is teen love, friendships dont last, most teens are retarded, etc

 

[SchizoParanoid_]

Just wait until you find the right one

one has to cope one way or another

 

[superpsycho]

tbh only thing you really miss out in your teen years is teen love, friendships dont last, most teens are retarded, etc

i missed out on all my developmental milestones

 

[SchizoParanoid_]

i missed out on all my developmental milestones

ive also missed out on a couple, i was bullied in elementary school for being a fatso and shy, most of my childhood i spent all my free time playing videogames, i have a terrible relationship with my mother which is why im unironically scared of girls sometimes jfl

 

[superpsycho]

ive also missed out on a couple, i was bullied in elementary school for being a fatso and shy, most of my childhood i spent all my free time playing videogames, i have a terrible relationship with my mother which is why im unironically scared of girls sometimes jfl

at least u had the most important one

 

[Deleted member 73697]

its a memory burned in my brain, my first (formal) girlfriend baked me a cake, and made me a cute little plush, i told her i never celebrated my birthdays bcuz well, its just like any other day, she was hellbent on celebrating my birthday (atleast just the two of us), we skipped class and went to her house, she baked me a cake and gave me a plush she made herself, not even my fucking family did such thing, i have to cope with the fact my teen years are over and that nothing will ever make me as happy as that day did tbhtbh

i have a similar memory

i had a girlfriend back in 10th grade

it was the last day of school, she didn’t go to school

i got to school and none of the teachers really wanted me, i went to trade school for half the day and normal highschool during the 2nd half

trade school was closed so i went to normal school

every teacher kicked me out, all my friends were busy with their friends

i left, i said fuck it

i walked 3 hours to her house, she cooked rice for me

we cooked together, it was all she could make she was 14 and i was 16

so we ate plain rice together, my secret confession i carry to this day

the rice sucked really badly, it was over cooked and watery

still i loved the meek way she moved about, the way she handed me the plate, such a innocent expression

it screamed “im sorry if you dont like it but it’s all i can do” and you know what

i was happy, she gave me everything she had, i accepted it

she roped not too long after that

i felt like shit about it for really long, i still feel like shit about it to this day

 

[Deleted member 139628]

i used to think teen love wasnt all that when i lurked this forum years ago, teen love is indeed alldat and more

I think it's impossible to have experienced teen love and be a complete sociopathic monster in adulthood.

"Teen/innocent love" emotions = oxytocin. Oxytocin from mutual reciprocated love = best feeling possible for humans (without drugs).

The majority of ethnics/blacks/ugly whites never experienced mutual teen love so they turn out the way they do.
Hatred from rejection, turns into a hatred of women, turns into a hatred of life, and then finally a hatred of society.

HTN+ whites of both genders are the most likely group to experience mutual reciprocated teen love in some form. And thus the most generally agreeable people on the planet.

 

[Vladdy]

one has to cope one way or another

it is what it is

 

[SchizoParanoid_]

i have a similar memory

i had a girlfriend back in 10th grade

it was the last day of school, she didn’t go to school

i got to school and none of the teachers really wanted me, i went to trade school for half the day and normal highschool during the 2nd half

trade school was closed so i went to normal school

every teacher kicked me out, all my friends were busy with their friends

i left, i said fuck it

i walked 3 hours to her house, she cooked rice for me

we cooked together, it was all she could make she was 14 and i was 16

so we ate plain rice together, my secret confession i carry to this day

the rice sucked really badly, it was over cooked and watery

still i loved the meek way she moved about, the way she handed me the plate, such a innocent expression

it screamed “im sorry if you dont like it but it’s all i can do” and you know what

i was happy, she gave me everything she had, i accepted it

she roped not too long after that

i felt like shit about it for really long, i still feel like shit about it to this day

really really sorry if she truly roped bro, she seems like a cute innocent girl

 

[SchizoParanoid_]

I think it's impossible to have experienced teen love and be a complete sociopathic monster in adulthood.

i do have some sociopathic tendencies ngl

HTN+ whites of both genders are the most likely group to experience mutual reciprocated teen love in some form. And thus the most generally agreeable people on the planet.

true, i can be annoying sometimes but im def a very agreeable person

 

[Deleted member 101975]

its a memory burned in my brain, my first (formal) girlfriend baked me a cake, and made me a cute little plush, i told her i never celebrated my birthdays bcuz well, its just like any other day, she was hellbent on celebrating my birthday (atleast just the two of us), we skipped class and went to her house, she baked me a cake and gave me a plush she made herself, not even my fucking family did such thing, i have to cope with the fact my teen years are over and that nothing will ever make me as happy as that day did tbhtbh

At least you got with a girl. Some don't even get shit.

 

[Deleted member 130748]

its a memory burned in my brain, my first (formal) girlfriend baked me a cake, and made me a cute little plush, i told her i never celebrated my birthdays bcuz well, its just like any other day, she was hellbent on celebrating my birthday (atleast just the two of us), we skipped class and went to her house, she baked me a cake and gave me a plush she made herself, not even my fucking family did such thing, i have to cope with the fact my teen years are over and that nothing will ever make me as happy as that day did tbhtbh

Were you blackpilled at the time?

 

[SchizoParanoid_]

Were you blackpilled at the time?

yeah i was, but ive never been a blackpill extremist, i recognize looks are really important, but not all is bout looks imo

 

[Deleted member 130748]

yeah i was, but ive never been a blackpill extremist, i recognize looks are really important, but not all is bout looks imo

Do you think that if another girl did that for you, will the love feel the same?

 

[SchizoParanoid_]

Do you think that if another girl did that for you, will the love feel the same?

def not, i would be giga happy ofc, but it wouldnt be the same

 

[SchizoParanoid_]

def not, i would be giga happy ofc, but it wouldnt be the same

i take it back, maybe i could, but i havent experienced that yet, so maybe

 

[Deleted member 73697]

really really sorry if she truly roped bro, she seems like a cute innocent girl

she had an abusive mother that would yell at her for ruining her life,

every friday she would get drunk and end up yelling and hitting my poor girlfriend

 

[Deleted member 73697]

she had an abusive mother that would yell at her for ruining her life,

every friday she would get drunk and end up yelling and hitting my poor girlfriend

yelled at her for being born, yet she didn’t ask to be born

her mother had issue remarrying because of her, in reality no man wants a woman with children

it was very sad

 

[SchizoParanoid_]

yelled at her for being born, yet she didn’t ask to be born

her mother had issue remarrying because of her, in reality no man wants a woman with children

it was very sad

damn bro, i can relate, i have mommy issues and my ex too has issues with her mommy, now that i think bout it, we kinda trauma bonded

 

[Deleted member 73697]

damn bro, i can relate, i have mommy issues and my ex too has issues with her mommy, now that i think bout it, we kinda trauma bonded

life is so unfair, no one was there for me when she died

we didn’t go to the same school, no one knew we were together

it was just as the school year ended, summer break

i rotted and cried in my room for a month after that, id start crying randomly

id rarely eat, just play video games all day and occasionally stop whenever a crying fit would happen

 

[SchizoParanoid_]

life is so unfair, no one was there for me when she died

we didn’t go to the same school, no one knew we were together

it was just as the school year ended, summer break

i rotted and cried in my room for a month after that, id start crying randomly

id rarely eat, just play video games all day and occasionally stop whenever a crying fit would happen

shit bro, its understandable, having someone you love commit suicide must be legit soul crushing

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

if u didnt experience teen love its over

true love ends ar 18

Not if you find a 17 year old

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

life is so unfair, no one was there for me when she died

we didn’t go to the same school, no one knew we were together

it was just as the school year ended, summer break

i rotted and cried in my room for a month after that, id start crying randomly

id rarely eat, just play video games all day and occasionally stop whenever a crying fit would happen

I never knew this lore tf

 

[superpsycho]

Not if you find a 17 year old

we live in agecuck western society where id be called a pedo for dating a 17 year old when im 18 jfl

 

[Deleted member 73697]

I never knew this lore tf

really?

there’s a lot i dont post, i’ve lived quite the tragic life at the old age of 19

maybe i’ll die of old age next year, my hair is getting gray

 

[Deleted member 73697]

shit bro, its understandable, having someone you love commit suicide must be legit soul crushing

i remember i’d read our old messages on instagram

i think i’ve experienced teen love maybe twice, i’ve had other girlfriends but they were evil

nothing sweet and innocent, and the funny part is both of them had names that started with e

@Gaygymmaxx isn’t that sorta neat