I exposed my "incel" life to my love and what happenend few days after (considering suicide now)

[Aviddegree40571]

I Made a girl gay by just being me. Fucking over im just going to marry myself

She still hasn't seen it or been online till now so im waiting on her response to mine. But yeah she gave the "we can still be friends shit" and hasn't blocked me yet. I will stalk her socials and see if that shit lasts or if she will just go with another dude. Although holy shit i shouldve seen it coming tbh. So was so men like humour wise and everything thats also probabely the reason that retard thinks she is lesbian. Most likely just seeks a deep emonational connection and she just happend to have it with her "bestie" thinking shes all lesbian now while its literally a retarded mentall disability caused my your environment and chemical imbalance in your brains. Fuck why does it have to be in such a retarded way (If it is true cause if she is lying it will make it even worse). Id rather have her say she got fucked and that would be that yk? I wouldnt care as much anymore cause she would be a whore who lost her virginity meaninglessly. But now i know she isn't but just some fucking idiot thinking she is lesbian with hormones at a all time high (she got her 1st period at 15 she is now 18). If this is reall she is mentally ill. I can say i am mentally ill aswell but i know the cause and roots of it. Im not the delusional type of mentally ill i know EXACTLY my issues and why. I might be dumb or i might be smart i really dont know. Im probabely both but in different aspects. Socially im dumb but outside of social demaniore i can be considered smart? Although that could also be bullshit nowasays since im maxxing my T and its making me turn dumber

 

[Aviddegree40571]

you're too soft and you seem like you've fallen into "i love a loverboy" shit trap. you're hearting her every single message like a faggot. she got obviously bored of you

Lmao the fact she said she loves playboy looking people (attractive in otherwords) but loverboy personality

 

[trench]

holy shit

brutal

you vent to her and she proceeds to tell you she just kissed her friend and shes a lesbian

sorry bro, it gets better

 

[Ogionth]

likely that lesbian thing is just woke bullshit but i dont think she made up the whole kiss thing, what is true is that she maybe conciously initiated that kiss because she got disgusted from all the incel talk from op

Nah I just know it, that shit was fake asf , idk why yall cant detect it.

You don't know how girls be acting when they wanna break up, they can't just tell you they want to break up and to make themselves not feel bad, they make up bullshit like this.

 

[loyolaxavvierretard]

Thats the thing i am goodlooking

Then you were infatuated with a Lovecraftian horror, I am sorry. I did not mean to point at you specifically, it was a general statement.

 

[albanianblackguy]

Nah I just know it, that shit was fake asf , idk why yall cant detect it.

You don't know how girls be acting when they wanna break up, they can't just tell you they want to break up and to make themselves not feel bad, they make up bullshit like this.

i agree with the second part, they dont want to make themselves feel bad but i dont agree on making up stuff like this, they do make up stuff but it is very rare that they randomly larp stuff like this, op even provided a pic of the friend which makes it even more likely, also from the texts i dont think she is lying

 

[albanianblackguy]

i agree with the second part, they dont want to make themselves feel bad but i dont agree on making up stuff like this, they do make up stuff but it is very rare that they randomly larp stuff like this, op even provided a pic of the friend which makes it even more likely, also from the texts i dont think she is lying

with very rare i mean fully talking about made up stuff that didnt even happen

 

[loyolaxavvierretard]

Also why do you talk in superlatives young man ? Take it as a life lesson. You said you were good looking. I am sure you can move on from this and find a better partner

 

[Aviddegree40571]

Also why do you talk in superlatives young man ? Take it as a life lesson. You said you were good looking. I am sure you can move on from this and find a better partner

I am fucked in my mind. I know this conciously and why. My lack of socail milestones and my continues negative experiences stacking on top of eachother have turned me somewhat into a social outcast. I cant talk to people my age anymore cause i almost start sweating just even looking at eachother. Other way around i can really easily start and strike conversations with older/younger people. I dont know if i just have trauma or something or it just very specific social anxiety. Anyways if what she said is real she really tolerated me being me. She also has very similair humour to me which is very very rare for extremely NT good upbringing girls like her. She has almost had 0 negative experiences and from what ive heard of her, her lives sounds like something i could only dream off. Truely the opposite of me, yin yang. But just for her to be lesbian and ruin something good we had for NOTHING. Cause this is either not permanent or she sill fuck her own life up by doing so (for example she wants a big family but obv wont work with 2 "lesbians").

 

[loyolaxavvierretard]

I am fucked in my mind. I know this conciously and why. My lack of socail milestones and my continues negative experiences stacking on top of eachother have turned me somewhat into a social outcast. I cant talk to people my age anymore cause i almost start sweating just even looking at eachother. Other way around i can really easily start and strike conversations with older/younger people. I dont know if i just have trauma or something or it just very specific social anxiety. Anyways if what she said is real she really tolerated me being me. She also has very similair humour to me which is very very rare for extremely NT good upbringing girls like her. She has almost had 0 negative experiences and from what ive heard of her, her lives sounds like something i could only dream off. Truely the opposite of me, yin yang. But just for her to be lesbian and ruin something good we had for NOTHING. Cause this is either not permanent or she sill fuck her own life up by doing so (for example she wants a big family but obv wont work with 2 "lesbians").

Stay away man. This woman is radioactive

 

[Aviddegree40571]

Stay away man. This woman is radioactive

Could you calrify please? Its really nice to talk about thisbto somebody. It really lowers my cortisol back to decent levels (ive been stressing ofcourse). Also gives me the oppertunity to think rationally

 

[loyolaxavvierretard]

Could you calrify please? Its really nice to talk about thisbto somebody. It really lowers my cortisol back to decent levels (ive been stressing ofcourse)

She was with you now for such a long time. Have you seen the movie ? 60 days with Summer ? I guess that is the title. It has Joseph Gordon Lewitt in it. That movie really fits your description. What I mean to say is that she will give you breadcrumbs and lead you on as long as you give attention. But she will present herself as a good girl to make you feel sorry for ignoring her.

 

[greytard]

I truely loved her. This is more brutal than anything ive seen before. Anyways here it is im cucked and forever alone no matter if i become chad or not. My 1st love has been taken away and i will never forget it FUCK, its over.

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@albanianblackguy @Clqs @fr0st @JeanneDArcAlter @Alias!

dnrd retard

 

[Aviddegree40571]

She was with you now for such a long time. Have you seen the movie ? 60 days with Summer ? I guess that is the title. It has Joseph Gordon Lewitt in it. That movie really fits your description. What I mean to say is that she will give you breadcrumbs and lead you on as long as you give attention. But she will present herself as a good girl to make you feel sorry for ignoring her.

Not that long to be honest. I think around 4 months. The thing why im so upset is: 1st person i genuinely have a connection towards, My 1st gf, She is very social and nt with a "healthy" social group, she was obessive, she is smart and has a bright future (127 iq, reads book/writing one herself, studying EPE (highest highschool program or some shit or whatever and sill go to university), she is really caring meaning she cooks for the family without being asked to, missing out on the full young love experience is so brutal, she is a virgin and never been in a relationship, Good face, good height, smoking curvy body, genuinely cared to listen to me and accepted me for being me. Brutal man this is why im so upset cause she couldve been almost the ideal woman

 

[loyolaxavvierretard]

Not that long to be honest. I think around 4 months. The thing why im so upset is: 1st person i genuinely have a connection towards, My 1st gf, She is very social and nt with a "healthy" social group, she was obessive, she is smart and has a bright future (127 iq, reads book/writing one herself, studying EPE (highest highschool program or some shit or whatever and sill go to university), she is really caring meaning she cooks for the family without being asked to, missing out on the full young love experience is so brutal, she is a virgin and never been in a relationship, Good face, good height, smoking curvy body, genuinely cared to listen to me and accepted me for being me. Brutal man this is why im so upset cause she couldve been almost the ideal woman

Yeah she basically fooled you son. I dont think there is another explanation. You cant see through her niceness because you still love her and see her through rose tinted glasses

 

[Aviddegree40571]

Yeah she basically fooled you son. I dont think there is another explanation. You cant see through her niceness because you still love her and see her through rose tinted glasses

How do i cope with this? I have no friends and no social life. I dont go to any social gatherings and have been basically isolated. The only good thing about me is my Looks (taking height and frame into account aswell not just face) so im obsessed with it being as good as possible. (I genuinely think with maturing and fixing my failos with braces and more surgeries will get me to cl facially). But the damage has already been done. Ive got the looks but nowhere to show it off so whats the point of it except getting IOI's walking in public places like a mall jfl. I will never approach anyways since im ND as fuck with people my age.

 

[loyolaxavvierretard]

How do i cope with this? I have no friends and no social life. I dont go to any social gatherings and have been basically isolated. The only good thing about me is my Looks (taking height and frame into account aswell not just face) so im obsessed with it being as good as possible. (I genuinely think with maturing and fixing my failos with braces and more surgeries will get me to cl facially). But the damage has already been done. Ive got the looks but nowhere to show it off so whats the point of it except getting IOI's walking in public places like a mall jfl.

You need to find them. I am afraid there is no other way than to pretend you are neurotypical. You may not like tge solution but talking like people do on the forum isnt accepted outside. If you want to find friwnds you will have to pretend to be a sociable affable and charming man. As for how you do that, I could have helped you but I am stuck here too so you can imagine how bad my social skills are.

 

[KKKuroiso]

Not that long to be honest. I think around 4 months. The thing why im so upset is: 1st person i genuinely have a connection towards, My 1st gf, She is very social and nt with a "healthy" social group, she was obessive, she is smart and has a bright future (127 iq, reads book/writing one herself, studying EPE (highest highschool program or some shit or whatever and sill go to university), she is really caring meaning she cooks for the family without being asked to, missing out on the full young love experience is so brutal, she is a virgin and never been in a relationship, Good face, good height, smoking curvy body, genuinely cared to listen to me and accepted me for being me. Brutal man this is why im so upset cause she couldve been almost the ideal woman

Idealizing women, not a good move, it never was, my friend

 

[Aviddegree40571]

You need to find them. I am afraid there is no other way than to pretend you are neurotypical. You may not like tge solution but talking like people do on the forum isnt accepted outside. If you want to find friwnds you will have to pretend to be a sociable affable and charming man. As for how you do that, I could have helped you but I am stuck here too so you can imagine how bad my social skills are.

How old are you? Are you willing to share hoe you ended up here?

 

[loyolaxavvierretard]

How old are you? Are you willing to share hoe you ended up here?

I am just bored out of my mind when I come here. I could also go on reddit but that website has been ruined by the corporate bullshit and just isnt the same like it was from 2010-2015. I dont bother about going outside I dont worry about money or relationships because I am loaded until I die. As for my age, well if I may be allowed to use humor, the LARP must never die son.

 

[Aviddegree40571]

Idealizing women, not a good move, it never was my friend

I want to be loved so badly. Unconditional love. Is it really that much to ask? Life is so unfair and people will clown you for it just cause they grew up in a healthy environment and reached social milestones

 

[Aviddegree40571]

I am just bored out of my mind when I come here. I could also go on reddit but that website has been ruined by the corporate bullshit and just isnt the same like it was from 2010-2015. I dont bother about going outside I dont worry about money or relationships because I am loaded until I die. As for my age, well if I may be allowed to use humor, the LARP must never die son.

Oh, okay. I hope things get better. For the both of us. Some suffer and some dont and we just have to accept it cause that is the way it is? Total bullshit, if i have ti make a change i will. However i will end up i will leave atleast something of my lineage meaning either family, high status, or ER.

 

[KKKuroiso]

I want to be loved so badly. Unconditional love. Is it really that much to ask? Life is so unfair and people will clown you for it just cause they grew up in a healthy environment and reached social milestones

I don't blame you man, i don't blame you but we are in the fucking modern times, can't expect a 1955 love in 2025

 

[KKKuroiso]

Oh, okay. I hope things get better. For the both of us. Some suffer and some dont and we just have to accept it cause that is the way it is? Total bullshit, if i have ti make a change i will. However i will end up i will leave atleast something of my lineage meaning either family, high status, or ER.

Never go ER

 

[DarkAscender]

I wouldnt care as much anymore cause she would be a whore who lost her virginity meaninglessly.

You haven't done anything with her? ovER

 

[Aviddegree40571]

Never go ER

I wont im LARPING tbh. As long as im religious i wont do it. Although if i become atheist (doubt it) and things dont improve at all but only get worse then i will consider it seriously.

 

[Aviddegree40571]

You haven't done anything with her? ovER

No My only chance for teen love gone. My only chance for unconditional love is gone. Now i need status and looks to be loved. Not for being me but for what i am.

 

[KKKuroiso]

I wont im LARPING tbh. As long as im religious i wont do it. Although if i become atheist (doubt it) and things dont improve at all but only get worse then i will consider it seriously.

I'm religious too, go to church or something, don't need to be a nihilist defeatist or some weird shit people believe nowadays

 

[DarkAscender]

No My only chance for teen love gone. My only chance for unconditional love is gone. Now i need status and looks to be loved. Not for being me but for what i am.

damn.

 

[enriquecuador]

Nevermind i send this:
"Hey, I get that you’re confused right now. You kissed a girl and now you're wondering if you’re a lesbian—and that’s okay. But hear me out for a sec, because this is kind of like Schrödinger’s cat.

Right now, your feelings are in a box. You’re both a lesbian and not a lesbian at the same time—because you haven’t had the time or space yet to really open that box and understand what’s actually inside. Kissing someone, especially when you're a teen and everything’s new and intense, doesn’t immediately define who you are foreveIt could be curiosity. It could be emotional closeness. Or maybe there’s something there—but even if there is, it doesn’t mean you have to figure everything out right this second, or break up with someone who actually cares about you.You’re smart, and I know you think deeply about things. But identity doesn’t need to be solved in a day. It’s not sudden—it’s something that unfolds slowly, over time.

So maybe just... don’t rush to shut the door on us based on a feeling that might still be figuring itself out. Open the box slowly. You don’t have to label it yet. And I’m here while you figure things out, if you want me to be."r.

Yeah that’s a good response

 

[SEPRAY]

"where when I kiss a girl it's friendly"

she was getting tounge fucked for years by her "friends" before you came along, do you wanna die for her?



anyway, you're gonna be sick in ur stomach for months, maybe even years to come, have fun anyway

 

[NoaA99]

If that story’s actually real, then honestly- you deserve it, man.
What a whiny-ass text that was. You can’t expose yourself like that and come off as such an emotional weakling.
All desirable women despise such feminine behaviour and loose all respect for you.

Yeah, we all feel that way sometimes, sure-but straight-up putting it out there like that? That’s madness.

 

[Aladin]

She showed the texts in a group chat and laughed and decided to dump you for being weak.

 

[Arthur the Egyptian]

I truely loved her. This is more brutal than anything ive seen before. Anyways here it is im cucked and forever alone no matter if i become chad or not. My 1st love has been taken away and i will never forget it FUCK, its over.

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@albanianblackguy @Clqs @fr0st @JeanneDArcAlter @Alias!

That's what happens when u open up to a girl bro
Hope you learned your lesson

 

[NoaA99]

She showed the texts in a group chat and laughed and decided to dump you for being weak.

That’s exactly how it goes. I made that kind of mistake once too- back when I was still kinda bluepilled during my teenage years- with a girl who had been into me for years beforehand.

Fast forward two years, her best friend ends up in my class and starts mocking it with one of my old “friends” behind my back.

Women have zero empathy unless it’s their own kids. You just can’t act like that and still expect to be seen as a man.

 

[Aladin]

That’s exactly how it goes. I made that kind of mistake once too- back when I was still kinda bluepilled during my teenage years- with a girl who had been into me for years beforehand.

Fast forward two years, her best friend ends up in my class and starts mocking it with one of my old “friends” behind my back.

Women have zero empathy unless it’s their own kids. You just can’t act like that and still expect to be seen as a man.

Women have more empathy for faggots than for their boyfriends.

 

[NoaA99]

Women have more empathy for faggots than for their boyfriends.

Women only show “empathy” when it doesn’t come with any real consequences for them- which is basically the opposite of actual empathy.

 

[Seth Walsh]

I truely loved her. This is more brutal than anything ive seen before. Anyways here it is im cucked and forever alone no matter if i become chad or not. My 1st love has been taken away and i will never forget it FUCK, its over.

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[Aladin]

Women only show “empathy” when it doesn’t come with any real consequences for them- which is basically the opposite of actual empathy.

well what are the consequences for showing empathy for her boyfriend? Do you mean empathy for people they have no connection to?

 

[Aviddegree40571]

If that story’s actually real, then honestly- you deserve it, man.
What a whiny-ass text that was. You can’t expose yourself like that and come off as such an emotional weakling.
All desirable women despise such feminine behaviour and loose all respect for you.

Yeah, we all feel that way sometimes, sure-but straight-up putting it out there like that? That’s madness.

Sorry for being human and wanting to express my feeling to somebody i genuinely care(d) about. I guess its my fault for wanting to have unconditional love in a society meant to harm you

 

[NoaA99]

Sorry for being human and wanting to express my feeling to somebody i genuinely care(d) about. I guess its my fault for wanting to have unconditional love in a society meant to harm you

That’s fine- unconditional love doesn’t exist anyway, as you’re probably aware. It’s just a social narrative pushed by the media and Hollywood.
You need to reach a point where you rise above that kind of illusion.

 

[Aviddegree40571]

That’s fine- unconditional love doesn’t exist anyway, as you’re probably aware. It’s just a social narrative pushed by the media and Hollywood.
You need to reach a point where you rise above that kind of illusion.

I wish i could live that illusion, i hate being forced to mature. Over for me at 17.

 

[eternalcoper]

read all of it gosh some people just have shitty experiences in life you'll be okay trust me bro

 

[NoaA99]

I wish i could live that illusion, i hate being forced to mature. Over for me at 17.

At 17, I was the exact same
- we’ve all been programmed to think like that.
But at some point, you’ve got to step out of the matrix and face the brutal reality of sexual selection and genetic determinism.

 

[Aviddegree40571]

At 17, I was the exact same
- we’ve all been programmed to think like that.
But at some point, you’ve got to step out of the matrix and face the brutal reality of sexual selection and genetic determinism.

Im not even ugly ill tag you with what i go cheated on vs me

 

[NoaA99]

Im not even ugly ill tag you with what i go cheated on vs me

Yeah, even a good-looking guy can’t get away with acting like that. Women are drawn to good looks, sure- but also because they signal strength and masculinity.
You came across as the complete opposite in that text.

And now you’re trying to feel better by getting reassurance from this forum, convincing yourself that you completely mogged this random lesbian.
It’s a coping mechanism.

Honestly, I wouldn’t even be surprised if that’s just an excuse for her. Maybe she sat down, and her instincts kicked in-realizing just how disgusting that text was for her.
Again, that’s no personal Offense, but women view behaviour like this as utterly disgusting.

 

[Aviddegree40571]

I truely loved her. This is more brutal than anything ive seen before. Anyways here it is im cucked and forever alone no matter if i become chad or not. My 1st love has been taken away and i will never forget it FUCK, its over.

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@albanianblackguy @Clqs @fr0st @JeanneDArcAlter @Alias!

Bump

 

[Palang]

I truely loved her. This is more brutal than anything ive seen before. Anyways here it is im cucked and forever alone no matter if i become chad or not. My 1st love has been taken away and i will never forget it FUCK, its over.

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@albanianblackguy @Clqs @fr0st @JeanneDArcAlter @Alias!

This Shit is the Most brutal Shit ever bro this is hilarious. Never Open up to a Girl she lost the sexual tensian and interest you retard. But cant blame you you probably thought Girls do love truly

 

[SubSigma]

Find u an autistic girl

 

[Klasik616]

Women r heartless
Literally told you she kissed a girl after you vented to her

This
Is why I hate women