Deleted member 6403
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I wish I had never discovered this shit. I'm generally a positive person, and my life is pretty good, but it gnaws at me knowing I'll most likely not be able to get a girlfriend until I'm in my 30's and they're done "experimenting." I want to be "bluepilled." I wish I could just enjoy my copes without this feeling. Like I said, I'm not depressed or anything, and I enjoy my life a lot, but I want all of this redpill crap deleted from my mind. It somewhat hurts knowing as an autistic, skinnyfat, guy with a receding hairline (who doesn't have the motivation/desire to become a jacked gymbro) that despite me being a feminist ally, having a high IQ, and coming from a good background, no woman in her physical prime (18-30) will be attracted to me. Compared to many people's struggles (physically and mentally), this is all trivial bullcrap. IDK if this matters, but I'll mention it: I've already decided I'm going to date men in college and maybe through my young adulthood. Their standards are lower, and I want to have a partner. I'm not trying to take away from other people's problems or be all "woe is me." Rant over.