I have some other benzos but saving them for clubbing and alcohol so i have balls to approach women. Very limited supply so i can’t take them to relax although i really wish, my anxiety fucks me even when there is nothing to be anxious about.
That's good if it makes you do something instead of rot.
I wish it made me do anything. I have ADHD tier laziness where it’s often eating me up inside yet i have no drive or power to leave my bed. The anxiety is just in my head and makes me worry. When there are actual problems i still have trouble doing anything on time
Same bro, same.
Funny thing is when I do get to work I work like a maniac. But I have no energy to do the simple things like brush teeth or go do most basic stuff. But at work I have no problems breaking my back.
For me it’s very dependent. Sometimes i will get random interests i can hyperfixate on and often wont find those things tiresome, but i lose interests in those quickly. You probably maybe either like your job, or knowing you will make money motivates you.
Not the case but I just get into work mode and feel no difficulty. My jobs are mostly physical and trade related so it helps. I don't think I could do a boring office job.
I wish I had words of advice but I also struggle with that a lot. My teeth are in bad shape. Find a way to make yourself do it or you will suffer like mad in future.
Maybe physical work helps you to take your mind off of other problems/thoughts. I can usually make myself go to the gym consistently because i find it easier there to forget about random shit i usually think about while bed rotting. Also probably why i have such a massive FOMO and a wish to always go partying/clubbing. Those are environments where i can for a few hours not think about anything.
Yeah sadly teeth-wise i’m also struggling. I used to be neglectful as fuck about my teeth my whole life, im forcing myself though nowadays so im preventing additional damage.
I brush about 5 times a week now vs once a week i did for most my life. Take care of your teeth you have only one set.
I usually do at least 1 brush daily, sometimes 2. If i’m having like a peak day, 3 brushes have happened too but thats very uncommon
