Perfectiοn
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whether it's a woman online or a woman in real life, anytime i see a pretty woman and i acknowledge the fact that she's pretty in my head i feel like if she knew what i was thinking she'd be disgusted and uncomfortable. I imagine it's the same feeling a straight man would feel if he ever found out a gay man has a crush on him. But is that really the case? does a straight woman really find an unattractive guy as repulsive as a straight man sees a gay man? i hate feeling like this over a natural feeling. maybe some of the girls that i have crushes on would appreciate it and maybe one of them could potentially like me back, but at the same time i dont wanna be delusional and actually believe that, as I am sure that its not the case and that most of those women would be disgusted and uncomfortable upon finding out about the feelings i have for them.
This is a big reason for why I am 100% hardmaxing in the future no if, ands, or buts. My appearance has become so much more than me just simply wanting to attract women or being happy with the way i look. i cant even feel normal about having natural feelings such as being attracted to a woman all due to the fact that I myself am unattractive. I can't live like that. I don't need every girl that i ever have a crush on to fall in love with me, but i don't want any women to be repulsed by the idea of me simply being attracted to them.
whether it's a woman online or a woman in real life, anytime i see a pretty woman and i acknowledge the fact that she's pretty in my head i feel like if she knew what i was thinking she'd be disgusted and uncomfortable. I imagine it's the same feeling a straight man would feel if he ever found out a gay man has a crush on him. But is that really the case? does a straight woman really find an unattractive guy as repulsive as a straight man sees a gay man? i hate feeling like this over a natural feeling. maybe some of the girls that i have crushes on would appreciate it and maybe one of them could potentially like me back, but at the same time i dont wanna be delusional and actually believe that, as I am sure that its not the case and that most of those women would be disgusted and uncomfortable upon finding out about the feelings i have for them.
This is a big reason for why I am 100% hardmaxing in the future no if, ands, or buts. My appearance has become so much more than me just simply wanting to attract women or being happy with the way i look. i cant even feel normal about having natural feelings such as being attracted to a woman all due to the fact that I myself am unattractive. I can't live like that. I don't need every girl that i ever have a crush on to fall in love with me, but i don't want any women to be repulsed by the idea of me simply being attracted to them.
