I feel calm

[g4rlic]

The love for my oneitis just disappeared today. I feel an easiness I haven't felt in a long time. Idgaf abt watching dating content anymore. I'm not anxious. She can't hurt me she's moved on in her life.

I still hate how I look and how society percieves me and will still try to ascend a little bit.

I don't think it was real love anyways. I don't feel amazing but I feel normal. And ND