I feel completely powerless right now

[StraightHeadJames]

my family is getting older and sicker. i'm not insanley succesful yet to make them have comfortable years.
my girlfriend had other boyfriends before me (i knwo its cucked from me Lol i was tired of loneliness tho)


everything is gonna fall apart sooner or later. she will leave me and cheat on me like the others most likely but that's not really what i care anymore i've been destroyed mentally enough with that in the past to be able to just think about the next one but i need to figure out a way to save my family. to give them some good years after so much suffering.

im trying but my fucking brain is getting the best of me at times and its still ggonna be like 3 years if my plan works out.

its all so fucking Terryfing that i wish i was never born. And nobody really gives a fuck or will help me. and I know that's only fair cuz nobody gives a fuck about people dying in a war right now blown to pieces by rockets (well, nobody that can change anything about that anyways).

Wish Me luck if u can relate and if ur extremely rich could u help me out, reach my biggest dream

 

[sarmatian]

Good luck brocel
Stay strong

 

[itzyaboyJJ]

Yo ngl I thought this was a @itzyaboyJJ thread