i feel emotionally numb 24/7 but when i see my oneitis i become alive again

[eology]

dude genuinely i wish to be born around the middle ages so we could just have lifelong relationship with a religious covenant
instead i was chosen to be born in clown world age fuck is this all for
pointlessness

 

[eology]

nothing really matters and this becomes more obvious as time passes by

 

[Jgns]

my oneitis @Master

 

[Junbae]

dude genuinely i wish to be born around the middle ages so we could just have lifelong relationship with a religious covenant

but what if she goes for the knight instead

 

[jlim]

i went through something very similar a couple months ago. it was hell, i feel you bro

 

[eology]

my oneitis @Master

like rehab says i hate brotherhood and other men in general with a burning passion
i just need God and a soulmate for life
all remaining is some gimmick to punish my illusory will to "achieve something"

 

[Jgns]

like rehab says i hate brotherhood and other men in general with a burning passion
i just need God and a soulmate for life
all remaining is some gimmick to punish my illusory will to "achieve something"

same tbh, though i dont really see most other men as men, more like sissyboys unironically. The vast majority of dudes are low t cucks.

 

[eology]

but what if she goes for the knight instead

shes far away living a foid life thats alr enough
literally only felt something for her and my grandma

everyone else gave me reasons to contempt humanity

 

[eology]

same tbh, though i dont really see most other men as men, more like sissyboys unironically. The vast majority of dudes are low t cucks.

either betrayers, sissies, cucks, degens, liars and list goes on

 

[Jgns]

either betrayers, sissies, cucks, degens, liars and list goes on

exactly dude theyre all depraved

 

[eology]

i went through something very similar a couple months ago. it was hell, i feel you bro

i said to her i loved the way the stood idle while sit and she left a pic of her that same way as pfp until this day
in ALL of her social media, different pics same pose

and im here, completely left out forgotten
nothing and no one
not that i feel depressed, its just that i have a lot to prove and time ticking
ill be 20 in the near future and theres so much left to achieve

 

[eology]

i said to her i loved the way the stood idle while sit and she left a pic of her that same way as pfp until this day
in ALL of her social media, different pics same pose

and im here, completely left out forgotten
nothing and no one
not that i feel depressed, its just that i have a lot to prove and time ticking
ill be 20 in the near future and theres so much left to achieve

theres nothing to do for the next years beside max out and improoove
sucks to lost my youth in loneliness
knowing that everything and everyone is faker than a 3 dolar bill

 

[eology]

improoove bradar run inside hamster wheel you need to improoove

 

[Hollywood]

dude genuinely i wish to be born around the middle ages so we could just have lifelong relationship with a religious covenant
instead i was chosen to be born in clown world age fuck is this all for
pointlessness

Yeah you should investigate some CBT to discuss these internal issues with someone who cannot discuss them with anyone else bro

It is good to feel alive with your oneitis but if she leaves ... then what

The man who focuses on creating a beautiful garden, will have a better chance of catching butterflies, but if no butterflies come .. he still has a beautiful garden

 

[eology]

Yeah you should investigate some CBT to discuss these internal issues with someone who cannot discuss them with anyone else bro

It is good to feel alive with your oneitis but if she leaves ... then what

The man who focuses on creating a beautiful garden, will have a better chance of catching butterflies, but if no butterflies come .. he still has a beautiful garden

what does "CBT" stand for?

 

[eology]

what does "CBT" stand for?

cognitive behavioral therapy, i see it now

 

[eology]

what does "CBT" stand for?

so much crazy acronyms recently its confusing me

 

[Hollywood]

cognitive behavioral therapy, i see it now

Yesh

Cognitive behavioral therapy .. or talking therapy basically
But it isn't my place to e-diagnose you that you need therapy, so apologies if it came across condescending or patronising

The point I'm trying to make is, it would be good for you to NOT feel emotionally numb, and I'm not saying you have issues, but potentially discussing why you feel that way, or trying to find the root cause could assist you in feeling less emotionally numb