I Feel empty after semen retention

[Deleted member 30845]

I've lost almost all my emotions, i feel no joy or sadness, It's like my soul has become empty, the only thing I feel is anger and on some days, this anger is intense, like a burst of energy, I try to transmute this energy through working out and journaling, but sometimes it's not enough and I can't sleep because of it. Before semen retention, I had feelings, empathy and purpose, but now nothing. I'm not hating on the practice, i received many blessings because of retaining, even now, I'm still getting blessings, like increased magnetism, energy, confidence, willpower and much more. It's just I don't feel joy in receiving these things. I just wanna know how to feel happy again or normal.

 

[alurmo]

then stop doing it nigga

 

[Deleted member 30845]

then stop doing it nigga

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