smartfoiddestroyer2
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I feel empty
ik it doesn't seem major, but I got rejected from mcdonalds ik its not smth thats severe or serious its not the reason im sad
The reason I'm sad is that I've been trying to get a job since the start of this year
I really thought I could do it
Now, if you're thinking, why would I want a job so bad?
I'm 15.4 and 5'9 I hate being short, and I really want to hop on HGH asap
Also, that and I just also need reta
I wouldn't say I'm ugly, but I'm fat and short, and yeah,. more
I've been rated mmtn-lhtn by ppl with above 5k posts
I'm just short, and I hate it
recently ive been really scared of my mom's death, the realization that at some point she's not going to be there anymore
The thing I know I'll miss are the small things she does for me
She's the only woman other than, yeah, other close family
that will actually love me and support me and want the best for me
I'm not a very social person
I'm okay with popular people, but still
I feel like every time I do something
It just goes wrong
I applied for a job dont get nothing
someone ik applies? They get the job
I'm very gifted in terms of intelligence, but I often become very anxious about things like this
recently ive dug into hermeticism, and I can kinda cope with it and how when you die, you become a pure soul. You can still remember how you were on earth, you can still find and communicate with loved ones
You can create realms
Not just that, but he has influenced Nikola Tesla and Isaac Newton
I feel like I'm throwing away my life
tbh when I went to the job interview, I knew I wasn't getting it, not because II said something wrong or I was anxious
I just felt it
normally when i ''feel'' something its 70% right
Now I wouldn't say I'm depressed or planning on ending it
I could never end it
Hope someone takes the time to read this
ik it doesn't seem major, but I got rejected from mcdonalds ik its not smth thats severe or serious its not the reason im sad
The reason I'm sad is that I've been trying to get a job since the start of this year
I really thought I could do it
Now, if you're thinking, why would I want a job so bad?
I'm 15.4 and 5'9 I hate being short, and I really want to hop on HGH asap
Also, that and I just also need reta
I wouldn't say I'm ugly, but I'm fat and short, and yeah,. more
I've been rated mmtn-lhtn by ppl with above 5k posts
I'm just short, and I hate it
recently ive been really scared of my mom's death, the realization that at some point she's not going to be there anymore
The thing I know I'll miss are the small things she does for me
She's the only woman other than, yeah, other close family
that will actually love me and support me and want the best for me
I'm not a very social person
I'm okay with popular people, but still
I feel like every time I do something
It just goes wrong
I applied for a job dont get nothing
someone ik applies? They get the job
I'm very gifted in terms of intelligence, but I often become very anxious about things like this
recently ive dug into hermeticism, and I can kinda cope with it and how when you die, you become a pure soul. You can still remember how you were on earth, you can still find and communicate with loved ones
You can create realms
Not just that, but he has influenced Nikola Tesla and Isaac Newton
I feel like I'm throwing away my life
tbh when I went to the job interview, I knew I wasn't getting it, not because II said something wrong or I was anxious
I just felt it
normally when i ''feel'' something its 70% right
Now I wouldn't say I'm depressed or planning on ending it
I could never end it
Hope someone takes the time to read this
