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My family treats me very different from the time I was 16 to now 18
At 16 I couldnt hide it anymore I became more distant and cold
Now I know this to be because of my bipolar
I tell them I dont reach out because I dont wanna be a bother
But they state otherwise
The thing is they give subtle details that I'm in the way when I am around
Subtle hints they dont even know they do themselves
But I do
And ever since getting diagnosed with bipolar, chronic depression, and aspergers
Im looked at as some evil person lmao
My brother on the contrary says all that shi is made up and that its all about distracting urself
Sure nigga say that to the brain scan analysis
Hes giga NT and doesnt have any mental issues
It just sucks being ridiculed for something I cant control
Sometimes I wish to say maybe I wouldn't be fucked if you guys were there for me as a kid
But that wont do anything
I really do wish I was normal just a regular person
At 16 I couldnt hide it anymore I became more distant and cold
Now I know this to be because of my bipolar
I tell them I dont reach out because I dont wanna be a bother
But they state otherwise
The thing is they give subtle details that I'm in the way when I am around
Subtle hints they dont even know they do themselves
But I do
And ever since getting diagnosed with bipolar, chronic depression, and aspergers
Im looked at as some evil person lmao
My brother on the contrary says all that shi is made up and that its all about distracting urself
Sure nigga say that to the brain scan analysis
Hes giga NT and doesnt have any mental issues
It just sucks being ridiculed for something I cant control
Sometimes I wish to say maybe I wouldn't be fucked if you guys were there for me as a kid
But that wont do anything
I really do wish I was normal just a regular person
