
kindinternetman
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I’ve made no real friends in college. The only friend group I had freshmen year treated me like shit.
I’m in my second year and I feel an impossible bridge between me and my classmates, i thought I was NT and low Inhib but I feel no compulsion to befriend anyone here.
It is Likely the comfort of having a best friend from high school living near me and also me being in an LTR that has prevented me from making a desperate move to gain the attention of anyone here.
The smiles I used to trade with other students when walking past each other used to be enough to fill the empty void but I don’t think it works anymore.
I’m writing this while eating alone in the cafeteria, watching students sitting around me eating with their friends. Besides me there are only two others that I can see eating alone. And don’t tell me something like “go talk to them” I feel incapable of such action at the moment.
Girls still sometimes try to flirt with me but I’m taken so I just avoid interaction with them.
My days are the repetition of going to school, going to work, seeing my girlfriend 3 times a week and seeing my best friend once a week. I know it sounds nice but it’s crushing to be alone all the other hours.
I’m in my second year and I feel an impossible bridge between me and my classmates, i thought I was NT and low Inhib but I feel no compulsion to befriend anyone here.
It is Likely the comfort of having a best friend from high school living near me and also me being in an LTR that has prevented me from making a desperate move to gain the attention of anyone here.
The smiles I used to trade with other students when walking past each other used to be enough to fill the empty void but I don’t think it works anymore.
I’m writing this while eating alone in the cafeteria, watching students sitting around me eating with their friends. Besides me there are only two others that I can see eating alone. And don’t tell me something like “go talk to them” I feel incapable of such action at the moment.
Girls still sometimes try to flirt with me but I’m taken so I just avoid interaction with them.
My days are the repetition of going to school, going to work, seeing my girlfriend 3 times a week and seeing my best friend once a week. I know it sounds nice but it’s crushing to be alone all the other hours.