I feel insane sometimes

[darkness97]

i had this girl i liked who moved and i moved as well. we got into a fight and she never let up because she is a stubborn cunt. but i have never been so attracted to a woman in my life. every time i walk out on the streets i'm still having mental arguments with her and saying shit i wish i had said and replaying the scenarios. she followed me on some obscure app and i messaged her. started fighting again and then i really said some shit that def. probably hurt her.

i apologized told her that i loved her and that i hope to see her again in the future. it makes no sense to be so hung up on some girl that treats me like shit but fuck it man i'm addicted.

i haven't spoken to her in about a year now and have no intentions of seeing her again. i am disappointed because i have never met another girl i liked as much as her. i'm worried that i may never find a girl like her again. reading this back to myself i sound like one of the whores who get fucked over by an impossible thug asshole but never forget about them. i saw a tiktok of her the other day and she looks a lot older but is still the most beautiful woman i've ever seen.

fuck it man, i just wanted to write this in this forum journal. just ignroe it

 

[GabachoCopium]

I ain’t reading allat

 

[mortis]

dnr but i diagnose schizophrenia.