I feel intense state of euphoria right now

[highinhibcel]

I haven't made a good venting thread for like three months now, and I need to get my posts up to 7,900 for the night

For the past two weeks i've felt extremely happy like I never feel sad, usually i'm a pretty depressed person even when my life is fine but the past like 20ish days or so I haven't felt sad once. I literally do nothing all day besides research peptides and steroids and shit, use my stair master, use this forum, watch Instagram reels, and lay down, and sometimes go for a swim. That is literally my entire life right now. Periodically throughout the day I just will start smiling for no apparent reason lol. I've been listening to a lot more "positive" music. I've been jamming out to Stereo Love and hitting the muzz (schizo behavior), but anyways that was the venting thread, mb if there are grammar mistakes or spelling mistakes because i'm not going through it. Someone reply with something cuz I need 3 more posts for the night to even it out.

Also i've like honestly become less black pilled and more red pilled, so that could be a contributing factor...

Here's official thread song too:

Spoiler: SONG

 

[highinhibcel]

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[highinhibcel]

Goodnight

 

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[Gaygymmaxx]

I haven't made a good venting thread for like three months now, and I need to get my posts up to 7,900 for the night

For the past two weeks i've felt extremely happy like I never feel sad, usually i'm a pretty depressed person even when my life is fine but the past like 20ish days or so I haven't felt sad once. I literally do nothing all day besides research peptides and steroids and shit, use my stair master, use this forum, watch Instagram reels, and lay down, and sometimes go for a swim. That is literally my entire life right now. Periodically throughout the day I just will start smiling for no apparent reason lol. I've been listening to a lot more "positive" music. I've been jamming out to Stereo Love and hitting the muzz (schizo behavior), but anyways that was the venting thread, mb if there are grammar mistakes or spelling mistakes because i'm not going through it. Someone reply with something cuz I need 3 more posts for the night to even it out.

Also i've like honestly become less black pilled and more red pilled, so that could be a contributing factor...

Here's official thread song too:

Spoiler: SONG

Same when I quit drugs and dropped the pessimism

And redpill is valid, there are fundamentals that just don't make sense to ignore

Watching this rn

 

[highinhibcel]

Same when I quit drugs and dropped the pessimism

And redpill is valid, there are fundamentals that just don't make sense to ignore

Watching this rn

Zherka is valid lmao

 

[highinhibcel]

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[Node]

Your worst nightmare

 

[highinhibcel]

Your worst nightmare

 

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Scary ain’t it

 

[McSkziofren]

I feel bipolar disrrder