i feel like a tweaker

[satoshiSenpai]

i hate it so much, when i do weed and shit i always get this feeling

like im a mentally deranged outcast and then i see clavicular streaming with homeless people

im suicidal but im too scared to do anything, all i do is be lazy and in my room all the time how do i genuinely lock in i want to be a normie holy fuck being Hyper-self aware is torture everyone just looks psychotic and i feel psychotic.

does anyone else feel out of place and extremely sad? looksmaxxing numbs me so much because in reality i just want a girlfriend but my brain is programmed to never be intimate with another person so i dont get hurt like bro

 

[grbbsc]

i've felt slightly manic ever since i started accutane

i havent tried smoking weed yet on it but i will tmr

 

[bojacke]

Sounds like me minus the drugs

 

[satoshiSenpai]

im so fucking high

i've felt slightly manic ever since i started accutane

 

[grbbsc]

im so fucking high

yart or flower

 

[satoshiSenpai]

Sounds like me minus the drugs

being crazy is unattractive why do foids pretend to like that shit on tiktok and discord. in reality a crazy abusive boyfriend is like a "zoochosis" thats the best way to explain it

 

[satoshiSenpai]

yart or flower

edibles i had 500mg thc

 

[Lefty Rankin]

i hate it so much, when i do weed and shit i always get this feeling

like im a mentally deranged outcast and then i see clavicular streaming with homeless people

im suicidal but im too scared to do anything, all i do is be lazy and in my room all the time how do i genuinely lock in i want to be a normie holy fuck being Hyper-self aware is torture everyone just looks psychotic and i feel psychotic.

does anyone else feel out of place and extremely sad? looksmaxxing numbs me so much because in reality i just want a girlfriend but my brain is programmed to never be intimate with another person so i dont get hurt like bro

I've always been hyper self aware, but it's never been torture for me.

 

[bojacke]

being crazy is unattractive why do foids pretend to like that shit on tiktok and discord. in reality a crazy abusive boyfriend is like a "zoochosis" thats the best way to explain it

Only a good trait on attractive people

 

[grbbsc]

edibles i had 500mg thc

im prolly getting high tmr at school

 

[satoshiSenpai]

I've always been hyper self aware, but it's never been torture for me.

you arent hyper self aware

clothes feel disgusting, buildings, houses etc.

i mean like hyper mega ultra self aware, like sweat and shoes are freaking me the fuck out right now being human is so disgusting i want to be an anime boy

 

[carboholic]

how do i genuinely lock in

Maybe stop smoking weed, retard.

 

[satoshiSenpai]

Only a good trait on attractive people

fuck no its all larp

im now thinking about life after death if rebirth is a thing what if i come back as an indian i hate it i hate thinking

 

[satoshiSenpai]

Maybe stop smoking weed, retard.

it helps me collect my thoughts. ive been thinking about my plans on overdosing and now i dont want to do it anymore sooo
fuck bro i hate anxiety imagine just being happy, like, just being happy

 

[Lefty Rankin]

you arent hyper self aware

clothes feel disgusting, buildings, houses etc.

i mean like hyper mega ultra self aware, like sweat and shoes are freaking me the fuck out right now being human is so disgusting i want to be an anime boy

Yes I am hyper self aware. Not hyper self conscious though.