everything is retarded

[ImmortalKenDoll]

lowkey im kind of over looksmaxxing and life in general right now. it feels like everything is a never ending chase that never fully fulfills you. i have been on this forum since like 2021 i started as a scronny recessed subhuman and over the years somehow made my way to getting rated at least high htn by everyone i asked. i got compliments irl on my jaw and my looks and shit and it felt good in the moment but always at the back of my mind the thought comes "if i get taller, if i get more forward growth, will i recieve more love and admiration?" like-

i'm genuinely so over it like for years this shit has gone on

when i discovered blackpill all those years ago i started wageslaving for trimax. i just wanted to look in the mirror and see a face i was proud of. i worked my ass off day and night so i could afford it and finally be free of the burden of being ugly and an outcast. when i had finally saved all the money i needed after 3 years, the surgeon told me i needed to get braces prior to the procedure. i was like FUCKKKK i have to wait even longer to finally live life free and beautiful?? FUCK! anyways i was told i needed to wear braces for 2 years and get extractions before surgery as "decompensation" or whatever. the year goes by and somehow my face completely transforms. i legit went from recessed sunken jaw ltn to chad square robust jaw no larp. i think it was somehow from the bimaxillary protrusion being lessened with the extraction or something i have no idea.
but anyways i pretty much had jaw surgery tier results without even getting the trimax. i finally had a face i liked and was proud of. but even then i still had thoughts, "what if i looked better.. this still isnt good enough". then i started to feel insecure about my height which to begin with i genuinely did not give a flying fuck about i just wanted a perfect jaw. suddenly i found myself longing to be large and in charge and be the biggest man in the room. and now at 6'0 im considering LL. since i have all that money saved up for the trimax i never did, i could use it for that.

but i wonder. if after all that effort, if i continue to perfect my physical form in every which way will it actually be enough in the end? will i actually be happy and fulfilled? i genuinely thought life would be heaven after having the face i do now but i just found more things to hyperfixate on. the never enough shit people on here talk about is true. and i see all these posts about people who are already good looking like me but, they want more too. i see fuckin 6'3 guys under heightpill videos and how to grow taller videos saying how they dont feel tall enough? i see htn+ wanting surgery even chadlites on discords and on here too. like is this just the human condition to NEVER feel good enough?

like fucking hell im truly over it i just want to be an omnipotent god unmoggable seraphim that doesnt have to succumb to this bullshit human concept of mog or be mogged.

 

[Lauren de Graaf]

DNR after first sentence, vent your girly beliefs to your mothers day group you foid

 

[Striated]

lowkey im kind of over looksmaxxing and life in general right now. it feels like everything is a never ending chase that never fully fulfills you. i have been on this forum since like 2021 i started as a scronny recessed subhuman and over the years somehow made my way to getting rated at least high htn by everyone i asked. i got compliments irl on my jaw and my looks and shit and it felt good in the moment but always at the back of my mind the thought comes "if i get taller, if i get more forward growth, will i recieve more love and admiration?" like-

i'm genuinely so over it like for years this shit has gone on

when i discovered blackpill all those years ago i started wageslaving for trimax. i just wanted to look in the mirror and see a face i was proud of. i worked my ass off day and night so i could afford it and finally be free of the burden of being ugly and an outcast. when i had finally saved all the money i needed after 3 years, the surgeon told me i needed to get braces prior to the procedure. i was like FUCKKKK i have to wait even longer to finally live life free and beautiful?? FUCK! anyways i was told i needed to wear braces for 2 years and get extractions before surgery as "decompensation" or whatever. the year goes by and somehow my face completely transforms. i legit went from recessed sunken jaw ltn to chad square robust jaw no larp. i think it was somehow from the bimaxillary protrusion being lessened with the extraction or something i have no idea.
but anyways i pretty much had jaw surgery tier results without even getting the trimax. i finally had a face i liked and was proud of. but even then i still had thoughts, "what if i looked better.. this still isnt good enough". then i started to feel insecure about my height which to begin with i genuinely did not give a flying fuck about i just wanted a perfect jaw. suddenly i found myself longing to be large and in charge and be the biggest man in the room. and now at 6'0 im considering LL. since i have all that money saved up for the trimax i never did, i could use it for that.

but i wonder. if after all that effort, if i continue to perfect my physical form in every which way will it actually be enough in the end? will i actually be happy and fulfilled? i genuinely thought life would be heaven after having the face i do now but i just found more things to hyperfixate on. the never enough shit people on here talk about is true. and i see all these posts about people who are already good looking like me but, they want more too. i see fuckin 6'3 guys under heightpill videos and how to grow taller videos saying how they dont feel tall enough? i see htn+ wanting surgery even chadlites on discords and on here too. like is this just the human condition to NEVER feel good enough?

like fucking hell im truly over it i just want to be an omnipotent god unmoggable seraphim that doesnt have to succumb to this bullshit human concept of mog or be mogged.

shutup soynigga

 

[Lamskiiii]

U okay bro?

 

[shortslayer1]

lowkey im kind of over looksmaxxing and life in general right now. it feels like everything is a never ending chase that never fully fulfills you. i have been on this forum since like 2021 i started as a scronny recessed subhuman and over the years somehow made my way to getting rated at least high htn by everyone i asked. i got compliments irl on my jaw and my looks and shit and it felt good in the moment but always at the back of my mind the thought comes "if i get taller, if i get more forward growth, will i recieve more love and admiration?" like-

i'm genuinely so over it like for years this shit has gone on

when i discovered blackpill all those years ago i started wageslaving for trimax. i just wanted to look in the mirror and see a face i was proud of. i worked my ass off day and night so i could afford it and finally be free of the burden of being ugly and an outcast. when i had finally saved all the money i needed after 3 years, the surgeon told me i needed to get braces prior to the procedure. i was like FUCKKKK i have to wait even longer to finally live life free and beautiful?? FUCK! anyways i was told i needed to wear braces for 2 years and get extractions before surgery as "decompensation" or whatever. the year goes by and somehow my face completely transforms. i legit went from recessed sunken jaw ltn to chad square robust jaw no larp. i think it was somehow from the bimaxillary protrusion being lessened with the extraction or something i have no idea.
but anyways i pretty much had jaw surgery tier results without even getting the trimax. i finally had a face i liked and was proud of. but even then i still had thoughts, "what if i looked better.. this still isnt good enough". then i started to feel insecure about my height which to begin with i genuinely did not give a flying fuck about i just wanted a perfect jaw. suddenly i found myself longing to be large and in charge and be the biggest man in the room. and now at 6'0 im considering LL. since i have all that money saved up for the trimax i never did, i could use it for that.

but i wonder. if after all that effort, if i continue to perfect my physical form in every which way will it actually be enough in the end? will i actually be happy and fulfilled? i genuinely thought life would be heaven after having the face i do now but i just found more things to hyperfixate on. the never enough shit people on here talk about is true. and i see all these posts about people who are already good looking like me but, they want more too. i see fuckin 6'3 guys under heightpill videos and how to grow taller videos saying how they dont feel tall enough? i see htn+ wanting surgery even chadlites on discords and on here too. like is this just the human condition to NEVER feel good enough?

like fucking hell im truly over it i just want to be an omnipotent god unmoggable seraphim that doesnt have to succumb to this bullshit human concept of mog or be mogged.

you can can become a Shaolin monk, you can ignore blackpill but blackpill wont ingnore you

 

[deltoidsensei]

lowkey im kind of over looksmaxxing and life in general right now. it feels like everything is a never ending chase that never fully fulfills you. i have been on this forum since like 2021 i started as a scronny recessed subhuman and over the years somehow made my way to getting rated at least high htn by everyone i asked. i got compliments irl on my jaw and my looks and shit and it felt good in the moment but always at the back of my mind the thought comes "if i get taller, if i get more forward growth, will i recieve more love and admiration?" like-

i'm genuinely so over it like for years this shit has gone on

when i discovered blackpill all those years ago i started wageslaving for trimax. i just wanted to look in the mirror and see a face i was proud of. i worked my ass off day and night so i could afford it and finally be free of the burden of being ugly and an outcast. when i had finally saved all the money i needed after 3 years, the surgeon told me i needed to get braces prior to the procedure. i was like FUCKKKK i have to wait even longer to finally live life free and beautiful?? FUCK! anyways i was told i needed to wear braces for 2 years and get extractions before surgery as "decompensation" or whatever. the year goes by and somehow my face completely transforms. i legit went from recessed sunken jaw ltn to chad square robust jaw no larp. i think it was somehow from the bimaxillary protrusion being lessened with the extraction or something i have no idea.
but anyways i pretty much had jaw surgery tier results without even getting the trimax. i finally had a face i liked and was proud of. but even then i still had thoughts, "what if i looked better.. this still isnt good enough". then i started to feel insecure about my height which to begin with i genuinely did not give a flying fuck about i just wanted a perfect jaw. suddenly i found myself longing to be large and in charge and be the biggest man in the room. and now at 6'0 im considering LL. since i have all that money saved up for the trimax i never did, i could use it for that.

but i wonder. if after all that effort, if i continue to perfect my physical form in every which way will it actually be enough in the end? will i actually be happy and fulfilled? i genuinely thought life would be heaven after having the face i do now but i just found more things to hyperfixate on. the never enough shit people on here talk about is true. and i see all these posts about people who are already good looking like me but, they want more too. i see fuckin 6'3 guys under heightpill videos and how to grow taller videos saying how they dont feel tall enough? i see htn+ wanting surgery even chadlites on discords and on here too. like is this just the human condition to NEVER feel good enough?

like fucking hell im truly over it i just want to be an omnipotent god unmoggable seraphim that doesnt have to succumb to this bullshit human concept of mog or be mogged.

Wow never heard so much foid talk from a man extreme cope

 

[ImmortalKenDoll]

DNR after first sentence, vent your girly beliefs to your mothers day group you foid

where is the girly belief nigga? i mog u and im probably still gonna get to oliver oconnor tier smv one way or another and have your girl worship my dick but it wont fulfill the void in my soul

you can can become a Shaolin monk, you can ignore blackpill but blackpill wont ingnore you

as a monk you would be free from the world lowkey sounds goated to me atm

you niggas chase lust and validation and pride, many things the buddha realized will just enhance suffering

Wow never heard so much foid talk from a man extreme cope

what is cope about what i said. i ascended from sub5 5'8 to 6'0 cl. sure the validation is nice but u still feel its never enough. so when will it be thats all i wonder like what is the end goal with all this. ive fucked htbs it didnt make me happier

 

[deltoidsensei]

where is the girly belief nigga? i mog u and im probably still gonna get to oliver oconnor tier smv one way or another and have your girl worship my dick but it wont fulfill the void in my soul


as a monk you would be free from the world lowkey sounds goated to me atm

you niggas chase lust and validation and pride, many things the buddha realized will just enhance suffering

what is cope about what i said. i ascended from sub5 5'8 to 6'0 cl. sure the validation is nice but u still feel its never enough. so when will it be thats all i wonder like what is the end goal with all this. ive fucked htbs it didnt make me happier

Idk just find something you find fun just stop being so nt and find something friends to hang with

 

[ImmortalKenDoll]

Idk just find something you find fun just stop being so nt and find something friends to hang with

idk how to have fun these days when i know every interaction is heavily influenced by looks.

 

[deltoidsensei]

idk how to have fun these days when i know every interaction is heavily influenced by looks.

so if all the things u got from looks don’t satisfy u find something else to care abt like idk get a dog or something

 

[Matrix88]

lowkey im kind of over looksmaxxing and life in general right now. it feels like everything is a never ending chase that never fully fulfills you. i have been on this forum since like 2021 i started as a scronny recessed subhuman and over the years somehow made my way to getting rated at least high htn by everyone i asked. i got compliments irl on my jaw and my looks and shit and it felt good in the moment but always at the back of my mind the thought comes "if i get taller, if i get more forward growth, will i recieve more love and admiration?" like-

i'm genuinely so over it like for years this shit has gone on

when i discovered blackpill all those years ago i started wageslaving for trimax. i just wanted to look in the mirror and see a face i was proud of. i worked my ass off day and night so i could afford it and finally be free of the burden of being ugly and an outcast. when i had finally saved all the money i needed after 3 years, the surgeon told me i needed to get braces prior to the procedure. i was like FUCKKKK i have to wait even longer to finally live life free and beautiful?? FUCK! anyways i was told i needed to wear braces for 2 years and get extractions before surgery as "decompensation" or whatever. the year goes by and somehow my face completely transforms. i legit went from recessed sunken jaw ltn to chad square robust jaw no larp. i think it was somehow from the bimaxillary protrusion being lessened with the extraction or something i have no idea.
but anyways i pretty much had jaw surgery tier results without even getting the trimax. i finally had a face i liked and was proud of. but even then i still had thoughts, "what if i looked better.. this still isnt good enough". then i started to feel insecure about my height which to begin with i genuinely did not give a flying fuck about i just wanted a perfect jaw. suddenly i found myself longing to be large and in charge and be the biggest man in the room. and now at 6'0 im considering LL. since i have all that money saved up for the trimax i never did, i could use it for that.

but i wonder. if after all that effort, if i continue to perfect my physical form in every which way will it actually be enough in the end? will i actually be happy and fulfilled? i genuinely thought life would be heaven after having the face i do now but i just found more things to hyperfixate on. the never enough shit people on here talk about is true. and i see all these posts about people who are already good looking like me but, they want more too. i see fuckin 6'3 guys under heightpill videos and how to grow taller videos saying how they dont feel tall enough? i see htn+ wanting surgery even chadlites on discords and on here too. like is this just the human condition to NEVER feel good enough?

like fucking hell im truly over it i just want to be an omnipotent god unmoggable seraphim that doesnt have to succumb to this bullshit human concept of mog or be mogged.

I love this posts, you did what I'm about to do with my life.

How much time did it take you to save for the surgeries?

 

[Matrix88]

idk how to have fun these days when i know every interaction is heavily influenced by looks.

So true

 

[ImmortalKenDoll]

I love this posts, you did what I'm about to do with my life.

How much time did it take you to save for the surgeries?

like 3 years. i didnt end up needing them i ascended without it si i just have like 75k sitting in my account

 

[Matrix88]

like 3 years. i didnt end up needing them i ascended without it si i just have like 75k sitting in my account

How did you make 75k? At what age was that?

Where you in uiversity?

Sorry for asking too much

 

[ImmortalKenDoll]

How did you make 75k? At what age was that?

Where you in uiversity?

Sorry for asking too much

no i just didn’t go to uni because school is pointless. education won’t matter if you’re sub5 unless you can get an excellent job to get surgery. besides that it’s pointless

 

[Matrix88]

no i just didn’t go to uni because school is pointless. education won’t matter if you’re sub5 unless you can get an excellent job to get surgery. besides that it’s pointless

And what do you do in life? How do you get a job

I hate the idea of going to university, specially as a ltn

 

[ImmortalKenDoll]

And what do you do in life? How do you get a job

I hate the idea of going to university, specially as a ltn

i finished high school but i dont plan on having a normal job i want to do something fun and easy

i could probably make a course on looks and make money off that since i ascending really hard im sure ppl would buy it ez money

 

[Matrix88]

i finished high school but i dont plan on having a normal job i want to do something fun and easy

i could probably make a course on looks and make money off that since i ascending really hard im sure ppl would buy it ez money

But that wouldn't last you all life, with university at least you can be more sure you'll have a stable job

 

[ImmortalKenDoll]

But that wouldn't last you all life, with university at least you can be more sure you'll have a stable job

well with articifical intelligence rise half of the things you study at university arent stable lol

 

[imabeater]

lowkey im kind of over looksmaxxing and life in general right now. it feels like everything is a never ending chase that never fully fulfills you. i have been on this forum since like 2021 i started as a scronny recessed subhuman and over the years somehow made my way to getting rated at least high htn by everyone i asked. i got compliments irl on my jaw and my looks and shit and it felt good in the moment but always at the back of my mind the thought comes "if i get taller, if i get more forward growth, will i recieve more love and admiration?" like-

i'm genuinely so over it like for years this shit has gone on

when i discovered blackpill all those years ago i started wageslaving for trimax. i just wanted to look in the mirror and see a face i was proud of. i worked my ass off day and night so i could afford it and finally be free of the burden of being ugly and an outcast. when i had finally saved all the money i needed after 3 years, the surgeon told me i needed to get braces prior to the procedure. i was like FUCKKKK i have to wait even longer to finally live life free and beautiful?? FUCK! anyways i was told i needed to wear braces for 2 years and get extractions before surgery as "decompensation" or whatever. the year goes by and somehow my face completely transforms. i legit went from recessed sunken jaw ltn to chad square robust jaw no larp. i think it was somehow from the bimaxillary protrusion being lessened with the extraction or something i have no idea.
but anyways i pretty much had jaw surgery tier results without even getting the trimax. i finally had a face i liked and was proud of. but even then i still had thoughts, "what if i looked better.. this still isnt good enough". then i started to feel insecure about my height which to begin with i genuinely did not give a flying fuck about i just wanted a perfect jaw. suddenly i found myself longing to be large and in charge and be the biggest man in the room. and now at 6'0 im considering LL. since i have all that money saved up for the trimax i never did, i could use it for that.

but i wonder. if after all that effort, if i continue to perfect my physical form in every which way will it actually be enough in the end? will i actually be happy and fulfilled? i genuinely thought life would be heaven after having the face i do now but i just found more things to hyperfixate on. the never enough shit people on here talk about is true. and i see all these posts about people who are already good looking like me but, they want more too. i see fuckin 6'3 guys under heightpill videos and how to grow taller videos saying how they dont feel tall enough? i see htn+ wanting surgery even chadlites on discords and on here too. like is this just the human condition to NEVER feel good enough?

like fucking hell im truly over it i just want to be an omnipotent god unmoggable seraphim that doesnt have to succumb to this bullshit human concept of mog or be mogged.

No way extractions saved you