I feel like fucking dying

[Gers]

I am a 16 yr, poor ,ugly, khhv, shortcel. It’s finally summer and i told myself i was gonna improve but i’ve barely done anything to ascend i’ve been trying to fit the gym and 8+ hrs of sleep but i just fucking can’t bro. I had my summer break planned to help me at least reach mtn but my mom fucked it all over, she signed me up for “therapy” because i don’t talk to my family and i hate them i wish they would a move out so i can be alone. I found out my younger sister was having an affair with my best friend behind my back and making fun of me for not knowing, i told my older brother about my insecurities & problems about me and he decides to use them against me when we argued, finally my other older brother just gangs up on me when i get into a fight with one of my family members and never hears me out. No one in my family understands me at all, they think they fucking do but they don’t and i hate that they think they do. They all think im some fucking annoying kid that just bothers them, no one ever hears me out and i try to show affection to my mom because she is all i really have left, but she just pushes me out or ignores me. Also it doesn’t make it any better that my fucking mom gave me the worst genetics know to man kind. I am trying my best to articulate the feeling i am going through but words can’t really express my anger and sadness i have. I’m just thinking of going to the army after highschool and just militarymaxx or just tie the rope and give it all up. Thank you to whoever read this and maybe you can understand me.

 

[eon]

first post btw

hymen

 

[Andremln]

first post btw

hymen

kill yourself

 

[Andremln]

I am a 16 yr, poor ,ugly, khhv, shortcel. It’s finally summer and i told myself i was gonna improve but i’ve barely done anything to ascend i’ve been trying to fit the gym and 8+ hrs of sleep but i just fucking can’t bro. I had my summer break planned to help me at least reach mtn but my mom fucked it all over, she signed me up for “therapy” because i don’t talk to my family and i hate them i wish they would a move out so i can be alone. I found out my younger sister was having an affair with my best friend behind my back and making fun of me for not knowing, i told my older brother about my insecurities & problems about me and he decides to use them against me when we argued, finally my other older brother just gangs up on me when i get into a fight with one of my family members and never hears me out. No one in my family understands me at all, they think they fucking do but they don’t and i hate that they think they do. They all think im some fucking annoying kid that just bothers them, no one ever hears me out and i try to show affection to my mom because she is all i really have left, but she just pushes me out or ignores me. Also it doesn’t make it any better that my fucking mom gave me the worst genetics know to man kind. I am trying my best to articulate the feeling i am going through but words can’t really express my anger and sadness i have. I’m just thinking of going to the army after highschool and just militarymaxx or just tie the rope and give it all up. Thank you to whoever read this and maybe you can understand me.

I will dm you

 

[eon]

kill yourself

*pure aura*

 

[Gers]

I will dm you

 

[Avtarius]

These seem pretty boilerplate issues for a 16 year old. Just relax, things will improve. It’s good that you are working to ascend, there is plenty of good advice here to assist you in that. Additionally, use the therapist. They could help you out a lot in organizing your thoughts and clearing your mind. If you put the work in to ascend and clear your mind, I promise most of these problems in your life will be fixed.

Also, never rope ever btw.

 

[Gers]

These seem pretty boilerplate issues for a 16 year old. Just relax, things will improve. It’s good that you are working to ascend, there is plenty of good advice here to assist you in that. Additionally, use the therapist. They could help you out a lot in organizing your thoughts and clearing your mind. If you put the work in to ascend and clear your mind, I promise most of these problems in your life will be fixed.

Also, never rope ever btw.

thanks bro