i feel like i could blow up on utube

[2peasinapod]

but i also feel like i dont have the time, effort, energy to do it

i have the content and innovation 100%

also if i was to half ass it and give a bunch of deadbeats my content then bow out without reaping the rewards, i would feel very angry

so i will continue pursuing my IRL innovations, but i can already sense relationships with my partners diminishing

 

[Dicklet.4.3]

had the same vibe when i was 12