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No joking.
I feel like I don't have my own personality
since my childhood I used to think that shouldn't be "like me" or myself maybe because of bullying or the shaming that I suffered when I tried to do something I really wanted to do.
I don't know me, I don't know what I want, I don't know my dreams, I don't like to be alone, I don't like my own presence...
I don't know how to explain, but it's something that I've been feeling for a long time.
I thought I was good, funny and intelligent, but It's everything in my head, but the reality is that I'm boring, stupid, not funny, lazy and scared of life.
Most of my life I feel that I wasn't myself. I feel that most of the time I was always trying to be someone else.
I believe I constantly try to imitate someone I'd like to be, but I've never been myself all this time because of my low self esteem.
I feel like I mimic other peoples personalities
does someone else feel like this?
I feel like I don't have my own personality
since my childhood I used to think that shouldn't be "like me" or myself maybe because of bullying or the shaming that I suffered when I tried to do something I really wanted to do.
I don't know me, I don't know what I want, I don't know my dreams, I don't like to be alone, I don't like my own presence...
I don't know how to explain, but it's something that I've been feeling for a long time.
I thought I was good, funny and intelligent, but It's everything in my head, but the reality is that I'm boring, stupid, not funny, lazy and scared of life.
Most of my life I feel that I wasn't myself. I feel that most of the time I was always trying to be someone else.
I believe I constantly try to imitate someone I'd like to be, but I've never been myself all this time because of my low self esteem.
I feel like I mimic other peoples personalities
does someone else feel like this?
