rishu nond
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I don’t like math or science. I hate equations—especially things like trigonometry. Honestly, I hate studying in general.
What I *do* like is playing sports, especially volleyball (not football). The problem is… I don’t even know what I truly like anymore. I’ve basically been rotting in my bed for the last 5–6 years.
When I was a kid, I loved going outside and playing sports a lot. I wasn’t good at them at all—I couldn’t even throw or catch a ball properly—but I still enjoyed playing. Unfortunately, my parents rarely let me go outside, so I spent most of my time alone in my room.
Later, around 2020 when PUBG was trending, I got into video games. Guess what? I wasn’t even good at that either. Seriously—what’s wrong with me?
I used to play on my father’s phone when he came home from work and asked him to buy me a decent phone, but we’re poor, so that never happened. Then I got obsessed with making money online and fell into redpill/sigma male content. That’s when my life really started going downhill.
I watched tons of those videos and slowly stopped talking to everyone in my class. I was already introverted, and this just isolated me more. After 7th grade, my studies became really weak because instead of studying after school, I spent all my time watching “how to make money online” videos.
I started countless theme pages and YouTube channels, but failed brutally every time—not because it was impossible, but because I was stuck in analysis paralysis and overthinking instead of being consistent.
Looking back, I feel like during school I should’ve focused on playing sports, working out, studying, and just having fun—instead of obsessing over money. Because of that mindset, I also missed out on teenage love and normal experiences.
I was a very sensitive kid and had a lot of anxiety in school. I honestly feel a lot of this happened because of my parents—they didn’t let me go out much and didn’t even feed me properly. Now I feel lazy, weak, and incapable of holding a job.
Sometimes it feels like my parents completely ruined my life.
"I improve the grammer mistakes through gpt and make it more engaging to read"
What I *do* like is playing sports, especially volleyball (not football). The problem is… I don’t even know what I truly like anymore. I’ve basically been rotting in my bed for the last 5–6 years.
When I was a kid, I loved going outside and playing sports a lot. I wasn’t good at them at all—I couldn’t even throw or catch a ball properly—but I still enjoyed playing. Unfortunately, my parents rarely let me go outside, so I spent most of my time alone in my room.
Later, around 2020 when PUBG was trending, I got into video games. Guess what? I wasn’t even good at that either. Seriously—what’s wrong with me?
I used to play on my father’s phone when he came home from work and asked him to buy me a decent phone, but we’re poor, so that never happened. Then I got obsessed with making money online and fell into redpill/sigma male content. That’s when my life really started going downhill.
I watched tons of those videos and slowly stopped talking to everyone in my class. I was already introverted, and this just isolated me more. After 7th grade, my studies became really weak because instead of studying after school, I spent all my time watching “how to make money online” videos.
I started countless theme pages and YouTube channels, but failed brutally every time—not because it was impossible, but because I was stuck in analysis paralysis and overthinking instead of being consistent.
Looking back, I feel like during school I should’ve focused on playing sports, working out, studying, and just having fun—instead of obsessing over money. Because of that mindset, I also missed out on teenage love and normal experiences.
I was a very sensitive kid and had a lot of anxiety in school. I honestly feel a lot of this happened because of my parents—they didn’t let me go out much and didn’t even feed me properly. Now I feel lazy, weak, and incapable of holding a job.
Sometimes it feels like my parents completely ruined my life.
"I improve the grammer mistakes through gpt and make it more engaging to read"
