i feel like i’m new to earth

[swt]

it amazes me that i’ve been in this world for over 20 years, im still not used to anything here

i still get goosebumps at the thought of death, i still obsessively think about life and how everything works, everything is just so messed up and the whole world is a biological accident and im just a tiny spec of the product of this accident

im still not used to the idea of anything, i feel like i just got here

 

[swt]

idk if people overthink it like i do, or maybe they do but they’re able to simply move on from it. i on the other hand can’t, im stuck up on this stuff obsessively

 

[Former Shortcel]

for a very long time i used to think i was the only real human and everyone else was fake
i simply cant imagine being another person with a completely different body, thought process, vision, and life experiences

the idea of it just seems so weird