I feel like im repeating an endless cycle

[Tealovingfool]

Every day is the same I go to school get left out most of the day every class is full of monotone work unfunny jokes and when someone talks to me I have to act like Im not hating every second its exhausting all day I go home jerk off forgot about it for what an hour? Maybe if the days one of the worse ones ill tell myself one more bad day and ill be able to kill myself or face some imaginary relief but there's none it doesnt exist its a theory ive made up in my head to keep me sane.

If you dnr just leave the thread

 

[888mastermind]

Idk man i'm going through the same shit. Ik it's cliche but you should try therapy because a psychotherapist can prescribe you antidepressants and that can maybe help. Also idk try changing ur diet if it's shit, eat alot of red meat

 

[Clqs]

The regular-ness of life is too hard for some people innit

 

[PMF1]

you have to ascend to get out of the scam