i feel like i'm seriously going to die alone :(

[Emerq]

dnr but i wanna get it out idk

every time its late at night and its only me and my thoughts, i just can't sleep my heart feels heavy and suicide crosses my mind

i need to find ways to distract myself/cope so i don't start feeling suicidal or think about ending my life, when I play games,workout, listen to music or I go outside even if its just to walk i feel a little better

i feel barbed wires all around my throat and my heart beat strongly whenever i'm all alone with my thoughts

no messages from anyone when waking up, phone is dry and no notifications for years
applying to jobs to save for surgery but it all gets ignored
attaching yourself to a girl and loving deeply, but getting jealous easily or overthinking and ruining everything
being jacked doesnt matter to anyone at all
seeing people around you happy and in love while you're rotting alone
eating alone while everyone has friends around
disassociating and emotions shut off completely and i can't feel anything anymore when i'm supposed to be anxious

at least if i'm dead, i won't be experiencing any of these horrible emotions, i'll just be in a state of non-existance like i was before

i'm going to die alone and i won't ever feel what its like to be loved, these types of experiences are really gut wrenching

i'll try to give it my all-last and lock in, but sometimes i feel hopeless and that i'm really going to die alone

i see guys with girlfriends when they dont have that many interesting things about themselves and im so confused because i'd buy someone flowers or i'd do anything just to feel what its like to be loved by someone, i crave it as bad as i need to breathe

time lost is never found again, once agepill comes, its truly over

time is running out and there isn't much left

my desperation to be better looking grows and grows but nothing i can do about my bones

its really over

 

[ZenithZXV]

dnr but i wanna get it out idk

every time its late at night and its only me and my zesty thoughts, i just can't jerk off, my heart feels heavy and suicide crosses my mind

i need to find ways to distract myself/cope so i don't start feeling suicidal or think about ending my life, when I'm getting cracked ,workout, listen to music or I go outside even if its just to walk i feel a little better

i feel big black cocks all around my throat and my heart beat strongly whenever i'm all alone with my thoughts

no messages from anyone when waking up, phone is dry and no notifications for years
applying to jobs to save for surgery but it all gets ignored
attaching yourself to a guy and loving deeply, but getting jealous easily or overthinking and ruining everything
being jacked doesnt matter to anyone at all
seeing people around you happy and in love while you're rotting alone
eating alone while everyone has friends around
disassociating and emotions shut off completely and i can't feel anything anymore when i'm supposed to be anxious

at least if i'm gay, i won't be experiencing any of these horrible emotions, i'll just be in a state of non-existance like i was before

i'm going to die alone and i won't ever feel what its like to be loved, these types of experiences are really gut wrenching

i'll try to give it my all-last and lock in, but sometimes i feel hopeless and that i'm really going to die alone

i see guys with tyrones when they dont have that many interesting things about themselves and im so confused because i'd buy someone flowers or i'd do anything just to feel what its like to be loved by someone, i crave it as bad as i need to breathe

time lost is never found again, once agepill comes, its truly over

time is running out and there isn't much left

my desperation to be better looking grows and grows but nothing i can do about my bones

its really over
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I feel you man

 

[chudtotyrone]

Holy
Dnr

 

[Incelforeever]

Dnr but I know I will die alone

 

[Acquiescence]

Less a feeling and more like a statement of fact nowadays tbh

 

[xXXxZeusxXXx]

Real very real

 

[lafort2000]

it’s simple bro go next to a homeless man boom you didn’t die alone

 

[Emerq]

it’s simple bro go next to a homeless man boom you didn’t die alone

you might be a genius this method might be unpatched

 

[lafort2000]

you might be a genius this method might be unpatched

it isn’t patched yet plus they made mistakes too so as your fading away they will talk to you abt what they could have done differently

 

[ropemaxx298]

Probably, dnr

 

[kisslessvirgin]

same man same

 

[Gobnull]

Not me tho
last resort arrange-marriage

 

[Deleted member 13158]

Just date down then

 

[bibiprocházka271]

it isn’t patched yet plus they made mistakes too so as your fading away they will talk to you abt what they could have done differently

fight club method: go listen to niggas that got it way worse than you for lifefuel to boost ego and not make those mistakes

 

[zalcus]

dnr but i wanna get it out idk

every time its late at night and its only me and my thoughts, i just can't sleep my heart feels heavy and suicide crosses my mind

i need to find ways to distract myself/cope so i don't start feeling suicidal or think about ending my life, when I play games,workout, listen to music or I go outside even if its just to walk i feel a little better

i feel barbed wires all around my throat and my heart beat strongly whenever i'm all alone with my thoughts

no messages from anyone when waking up, phone is dry and no notifications for years
applying to jobs to save for surgery but it all gets ignored
attaching yourself to a girl and loving deeply, but getting jealous easily or overthinking and ruining everything
being jacked doesnt matter to anyone at all
seeing people around you happy and in love while you're rotting alone
eating alone while everyone has friends around
disassociating and emotions shut off completely and i can't feel anything anymore when i'm supposed to be anxious

at least if i'm dead, i won't be experiencing any of these horrible emotions, i'll just be in a state of non-existance like i was before

i'm going to die alone and i won't ever feel what its like to be loved, these types of experiences are really gut wrenching

i'll try to give it my all-last and lock in, but sometimes i feel hopeless and that i'm really going to die alone

i see guys with girlfriends when they dont have that many interesting things about themselves and im so confused because i'd buy someone flowers or i'd do anything just to feel what its like to be loved by someone, i crave it as bad as i need to breathe

time lost is never found again, once agepill comes, its truly over

time is running out and there isn't much left

my desperation to be better looking grows and grows but nothing i can do about my bones

its really over
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Tbh my life goals are to get guinea pigs and adopt children. It sucks but I’m not entirely despaired over the fact I’ll die “alone.” I just want to focus on myself and see things (just like everyone else.)

 

[Emerq]

Probably, dnr

mb i even forgot i wrote this thread im doing way better now tho :'p

Just date down then

true hypergamy.. but also it'd be hard if someone is already undesirable

sometimes we just want our looksmatch though or someone that is a little like us

but social media expands ppls options

 

[lurking truecel]

Dying alone hahaha, ofc you will, dont worry about it. It will be more common when its your and my time

 

[Emerq]

Dying alone hahaha, ofc you will, dont worry about it. It will be more common when its your and my time

The bloodline IS ending (good genes but extreme malnourishment growing up maybe im coping idk)

 

[lurking truecel]

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The bloodline IS ending (good genes but extreme malnourishment growing up maybe im coping idk)

I mean i could say you coping but if it feels better i will not, yea bloodline is ending, crazy innit

 

[le_paria_social]

dnr but i wanna get it out idk

every time its late at night and its only me and my thoughts, i just can't sleep my heart feels heavy and suicide crosses my mind

i need to find ways to distract myself/cope so i don't start feeling suicidal or think about ending my life, when I play games,workout, listen to music or I go outside even if its just to walk i feel a little better

i feel barbed wires all around my throat and my heart beat strongly whenever i'm all alone with my thoughts

no messages from anyone when waking up, phone is dry and no notifications for years
applying to jobs to save for surgery but it all gets ignored
attaching yourself to a girl and loving deeply, but getting jealous easily or overthinking and ruining everything
being jacked doesnt matter to anyone at all
seeing people around you happy and in love while you're rotting alone
eating alone while everyone has friends around
disassociating and emotions shut off completely and i can't feel anything anymore when i'm supposed to be anxious

at least if i'm dead, i won't be experiencing any of these horrible emotions, i'll just be in a state of non-existance like i was before

i'm going to die alone and i won't ever feel what its like to be loved, these types of experiences are really gut wrenching

i'll try to give it my all-last and lock in, but sometimes i feel hopeless and that i'm really going to die alone

i see guys with girlfriends when they dont have that many interesting things about themselves and im so confused because i'd buy someone flowers or i'd do anything just to feel what its like to be loved by someone, i crave it as bad as i need to breathe

time lost is never found again, once agepill comes, its truly over

time is running out and there isn't much left

my desperation to be better looking grows and grows but nothing i can do about my bones

its really over
View attachment 4696143

Maybe try hitting on uglier girls?

I feel you heavy on the wanting someone to love and escape with part

 

[chudlite69]

dnr but i wanna get it out idk

every time its late at night and its only me and my thoughts, i just can't sleep my heart feels heavy and suicide crosses my mind

i need to find ways to distract myself/cope so i don't start feeling suicidal or think about ending my life, when I play games,workout, listen to music or I go outside even if its just to walk i feel a little better

i feel barbed wires all around my throat and my heart beat strongly whenever i'm all alone with my thoughts

no messages from anyone when waking up, phone is dry and no notifications for years
applying to jobs to save for surgery but it all gets ignored
attaching yourself to a girl and loving deeply, but getting jealous easily or overthinking and ruining everything
being jacked doesnt matter to anyone at all
seeing people around you happy and in love while you're rotting alone
eating alone while everyone has friends around
disassociating and emotions shut off completely and i can't feel anything anymore when i'm supposed to be anxious

at least if i'm dead, i won't be experiencing any of these horrible emotions, i'll just be in a state of non-existance like i was before

i'm going to die alone and i won't ever feel what its like to be loved, these types of experiences are really gut wrenching

i'll try to give it my all-last and lock in, but sometimes i feel hopeless and that i'm really going to die alone

i see guys with girlfriends when they dont have that many interesting things about themselves and im so confused because i'd buy someone flowers or i'd do anything just to feel what its like to be loved by someone, i crave it as bad as i need to breathe

time lost is never found again, once agepill comes, its truly over

time is running out and there isn't much left

my desperation to be better looking grows and grows but nothing i can do about my bones

its really over
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i have a foid friend i can pay her some money to die next to you if that makes you feel any better js lmk when you rope

 

[OverSince08]

Dnr your not alone

 

[fazehamster]

dnr but i wanna get it out idk

every time its late at night and its only me and my thoughts, i just can't sleep my heart feels heavy and suicide crosses my mind

i need to find ways to distract myself/cope so i don't start feeling suicidal or think about ending my life, when I play games,workout, listen to music or I go outside even if its just to walk i feel a little better

i feel barbed wires all around my throat and my heart beat strongly whenever i'm all alone with my thoughts

no messages from anyone when waking up, phone is dry and no notifications for years
applying to jobs to save for surgery but it all gets ignored
attaching yourself to a girl and loving deeply, but getting jealous easily or overthinking and ruining everything
being jacked doesnt matter to anyone at all
seeing people around you happy and in love while you're rotting alone
eating alone while everyone has friends around
disassociating and emotions shut off completely and i can't feel anything anymore when i'm supposed to be anxious

at least if i'm dead, i won't be experiencing any of these horrible emotions, i'll just be in a state of non-existance like i was before

i'm going to die alone and i won't ever feel what its like to be loved, these types of experiences are really gut wrenching

i'll try to give it my all-last and lock in, but sometimes i feel hopeless and that i'm really going to die alone

i see guys with girlfriends when they dont have that many interesting things about themselves and im so confused because i'd buy someone flowers or i'd do anything just to feel what its like to be loved by someone, i crave it as bad as i need to breathe

time lost is never found again, once agepill comes, its truly over

time is running out and there isn't much left

my desperation to be better looking grows and grows but nothing i can do about my bones

its really over
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[sick kunt31]

guess what


DinNeR

 

[Prøphet]

 

[Rothschild]

u nd me both