hoppehoppehopeless
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I live in an area in Germany that isn‘t even considered expensive. In fact, I live in a small village. I‘m not even talking about Munich or Berlin standards. Anywhere I look I just see expensive as fuck shit around me. Every second car on the street is an expensive Audi, Mercedes or BMW. Despite skyrocketing inflation, people go eat in restaurants like never before. I see shit in the supermarket that I‘d never even dream of buying because of its ridiculous prices! Yet people must buy them, otherwise these products would not be on the shelves. In my apprenticeship I had two ugly incel classmates and they just had 100k in stocks from their fathers. They went out and didn‘t even have to look at prices of anything. They went to gas station shops with me and bought stuff they wanted and didn‘t care that they paid double the price it would normally cost. How the fuck? Honestly it cannot really be due to work. You usually cannot get rich in Germany through work because the pay is low and taxes are high. People must be profiting from generational wealth.
I felt so fucking relieved when I started working. The financial burden was lifted, I could finally buy the food and drinks I wanted. The first thing I gifted myself was a can of RedBull because before that shit was ridiculously expensive in my eyes. Now I earn about 2900 Euros a month and my brokie family thinks it‘s very good money.
And that‘s only this amount because I‘m fucking killing my body with continuously rotational 7 day shift work.
If I lived a normal life with an own house, a wife, a kid and a reliable car I would be dead broke. I would never be able to afford all that.
I reached my goal of finally earning money but now this comparison is fucking me up. I‘m never enough, feel like a fucking loser.
The fact that most rich people are also ugly is even worse. They manage to be wealthy despite their ugliness.
I cannot even think about looksmaxxing anymore because I won‘t fucking sacrifice my saved up pennies to mayyybeeee look a tiny bit better. For what??? I haven‘t even seen a girl in almost a year because I‘m dead from sleep deprivation and shut in this village.
People from fucking India are affording LL and I cannot even manage to get 200k soon enough (not dumb enough to do LL without a financial puffer). I‘m almost mid 20s now. It‘s too late.
Anyone who doesn‘t have the money shouldn‘t cope too much with looksmaxing imo.
Cheers
I felt so fucking relieved when I started working. The financial burden was lifted, I could finally buy the food and drinks I wanted. The first thing I gifted myself was a can of RedBull because before that shit was ridiculously expensive in my eyes. Now I earn about 2900 Euros a month and my brokie family thinks it‘s very good money.
And that‘s only this amount because I‘m fucking killing my body with continuously rotational 7 day shift work.
If I lived a normal life with an own house, a wife, a kid and a reliable car I would be dead broke. I would never be able to afford all that.
I reached my goal of finally earning money but now this comparison is fucking me up. I‘m never enough, feel like a fucking loser.
The fact that most rich people are also ugly is even worse. They manage to be wealthy despite their ugliness.
I cannot even think about looksmaxxing anymore because I won‘t fucking sacrifice my saved up pennies to mayyybeeee look a tiny bit better. For what??? I haven‘t even seen a girl in almost a year because I‘m dead from sleep deprivation and shut in this village.
People from fucking India are affording LL and I cannot even manage to get 200k soon enough (not dumb enough to do LL without a financial puffer). I‘m almost mid 20s now. It‘s too late.
Anyone who doesn‘t have the money shouldn‘t cope too much with looksmaxing imo.
Cheers
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mirin ngl
