iblamemyself!
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First of all in no way, shape or form am I saying that im beautiful. It's just that the looks are the only thing I have
i feel like i was never meant to be attractive. looksmaxxing started as a trend but i got way too deep into it and now it’s been 3 years. i changed so much physically but mentally i still feel like that same insecure 13 year old kid who stayed quiet and just wanted people to love him.
now girls notice me but i never know how to act, so they lose interest fast. and honestly people say “personality matters” but most of the time it only matters when they want a reason to judge you or think badly about you. otherwise people only care about looks and the image they have of you.
sometimes it feels like becoming attractive was just an error in the system. like my face changed but my mind never did. people see someone attractive but inside i still feel awkward, insecure, and replaceable. it makes me feel like people only use me for my looks and never actually care about me as a person.
This feeling i have is inexplainable, you can’t "become attractive" even if you change yourself completely. You will always have that void of suffering in you. You are either born with it or nah
i feel like i was never meant to be attractive. looksmaxxing started as a trend but i got way too deep into it and now it’s been 3 years. i changed so much physically but mentally i still feel like that same insecure 13 year old kid who stayed quiet and just wanted people to love him.
now girls notice me but i never know how to act, so they lose interest fast. and honestly people say “personality matters” but most of the time it only matters when they want a reason to judge you or think badly about you. otherwise people only care about looks and the image they have of you.
sometimes it feels like becoming attractive was just an error in the system. like my face changed but my mind never did. people see someone attractive but inside i still feel awkward, insecure, and replaceable. it makes me feel like people only use me for my looks and never actually care about me as a person.
This feeling i have is inexplainable, you can’t "become attractive" even if you change yourself completely. You will always have that void of suffering in you. You are either born with it or nah