TopTierIncel42
Canthoplasty, Infraorbital Implants, Rhino pending
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I have always been a little behind one way or another and that has deffo impacted my social life. As a kid (10-11) I used to cry when my parents forced me to make friends and would do anything to back out.
At school and at home with my parents I made a fool of my self constantly just so I can get the approval of others. (Doing shit like falling and tripping on purpose to make it seem like an accident, liking music just to fit in, etc.)
And because I skipped a grade I was behind both mentally and psychically being almost 150cm at 12 in a mainly Eurocentric school and not having access to social media. Because of my self deprecating stunts i pulled where people laughed, foids always assumed I was the autistic kid they could vent to.
(At the time I thought I could pull girls, had a major baby face where other dudes would come up to me on purpose and make themselves look better in comparison by having me by their side when talking to other girls)
And because I had not developed as fast as the other kids, I was lacking body mass, was a stick and a manlet. The girls used to challenge me to an arm wrestle and I would lose constantly.
It was once before a major festival and the english teacher was saying shit like "what is everyone doing in the holiday?" and I said I was gonna hang out with some of my friends and go to the movies with them (was actually invited to watch a movie with some of the other guys) and one of the fucking girls yells out "You have friends?" as a joke right? Everyone giggles a little, including me because I dont wanna seem like a miserable fucking loner.
Never really had the best luck with women because most of them always assumed that I was gay and autistic but I managed to stay friends with 2 even after 3 years (insane ropefuel)
but here I never fake anything, im myself and I can find niggas like me here. I also dont have to be self depricating just to make some fag laugh. Its nice
At school and at home with my parents I made a fool of my self constantly just so I can get the approval of others. (Doing shit like falling and tripping on purpose to make it seem like an accident, liking music just to fit in, etc.)
And because I skipped a grade I was behind both mentally and psychically being almost 150cm at 12 in a mainly Eurocentric school and not having access to social media. Because of my self deprecating stunts i pulled where people laughed, foids always assumed I was the autistic kid they could vent to.
(At the time I thought I could pull girls, had a major baby face where other dudes would come up to me on purpose and make themselves look better in comparison by having me by their side when talking to other girls)
And because I had not developed as fast as the other kids, I was lacking body mass, was a stick and a manlet. The girls used to challenge me to an arm wrestle and I would lose constantly.
It was once before a major festival and the english teacher was saying shit like "what is everyone doing in the holiday?" and I said I was gonna hang out with some of my friends and go to the movies with them (was actually invited to watch a movie with some of the other guys) and one of the fucking girls yells out "You have friends?" as a joke right? Everyone giggles a little, including me because I dont wanna seem like a miserable fucking loner.
Never really had the best luck with women because most of them always assumed that I was gay and autistic but I managed to stay friends with 2 even after 3 years (insane ropefuel)
but here I never fake anything, im myself and I can find niggas like me here. I also dont have to be self depricating just to make some fag laugh. Its nice
