LukaKhang
Agonize.. Fear... Death..
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That brief time where I felt absolute connection and completeness and saw the world reflected in her eyes is gone. I'm alone again. And it can never come back. My happiness can never come back. Her pretty eyes, her beautiful smile, how she touch my face with her warm hands it's all gone. How can I be happy again when I'm so isolated from everyone.
I'll never meet anyone so unique, so funny, who I was so in sync with, whose sense of humor was so close to my own. We used to talked together until late at night where we would wish together good night, I would never be abled to feel again. But at the same time… I wonder if what made it so powerful wasn’t just her, but the fact that I was able to feel that way at all. That I’m capable of that kind of connection, that kind of closeness. Maybe that doesn’t disappear just because she’s gone. It doesn’t make the loneliness go away. It doesn’t replace her. But maybe it means something still exists in me that could, one day, connect like that again even if it feels no possible right now.
For now though, it just feels like I’m stuck remembering something I can’t go back to, trying to figure out how to exist in a world that suddenly feels a lot colder without her in it.
p1 : https://looksmax.org/threads/i-dont-feel-nothing-but-just-emptiness-p1.1996213/#post-27779491
I'll never meet anyone so unique, so funny, who I was so in sync with, whose sense of humor was so close to my own. We used to talked together until late at night where we would wish together good night, I would never be abled to feel again. But at the same time… I wonder if what made it so powerful wasn’t just her, but the fact that I was able to feel that way at all. That I’m capable of that kind of connection, that kind of closeness. Maybe that doesn’t disappear just because she’s gone. It doesn’t make the loneliness go away. It doesn’t replace her. But maybe it means something still exists in me that could, one day, connect like that again even if it feels no possible right now.
For now though, it just feels like I’m stuck remembering something I can’t go back to, trying to figure out how to exist in a world that suddenly feels a lot colder without her in it.
p1 : https://looksmax.org/threads/i-dont-feel-nothing-but-just-emptiness-p1.1996213/#post-27779491
