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Except for online interaction, I am denied any social interaction. I see my family members everyday, but there is no connection. I face the torment of growing older everyday knowing no girl will ever love me. I feel alone, deeply alone. At least it is an emotion. I savor it. I appreciate this time with myself. I have myself to connect with. This loneliness tugs down on my heart. I bathe in this sorrow and let hatred give me endurance and vigor in this challenge. But it pains me still. I am in exile. I am Forbidden from fulfilling my desires. I pay the price for my evil.
 
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what do you want us to do about it? go outside and meet people you fucking loser
 
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Except for online interaction, I am denied any social interaction. I see my family members everyday, but there is no connection. I face the torment of growing older everyday knowing no girl will ever love me. I feel alone, deeply alone. At least it is an emotion. I savor it. I appreciate this time with myself. I have myself to connect with. This loneliness tugs down on my heart. I bathe in this sorrow and let hatred give me endurance and vigor in this challenge. But it pains me still. I am in exile. I am Forbidden from fulfilling my desires. I pay the price for my evil.
ekil your not ugly ,. iknow its hard time but it really get better . i promise .
 
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you rmind me of my self ,. when i was in high school . Things get diferent . Im telling you ekil ,. you need to work on your mind . your too young to be hear .
 
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the more time you spend online the less connected you'll feel to people irl. this makes u non-NT which combined with being sub5 is death tier. talk to ppl and delete ur account on here tbh
 
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15 yo moneymaxxed autist
the more time you spend online the less connected you'll feel to people irl. this makes u non-NT which combined with being sub5 is death tier. talk to ppl and delete ur account on here tbh
 
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but ekil has become mentalcel u cant deny that tbh
Its not mentalcel. Its reality. I feel so sad for my fellow hapa. I know especially asian passing hapas struggle alot and most hapas are asian passing
 
Except for online interaction, I am denied any social interaction. I see my family members everyday, but there is no connection. I face the torment of growing older everyday knowing no girl will ever love me. I feel alone, deeply alone. At least it is an emotion. I savor it. I appreciate this time with myself. I have myself to connect with. This loneliness tugs down on my heart. I bathe in this sorrow and let hatred give me endurance and vigor in this challenge. But it pains me still. I am in exile. I am Forbidden from fulfilling my desires. I pay the price for my evil.
real
 
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Same sadly
 
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Except for online interaction, I am denied any social interaction. I see my family members everyday, but there is no connection. I face the torment of growing older everyday knowing no girl will ever love me. I feel alone, deeply alone. At least it is an emotion. I savor it. I appreciate this time with myself. I have myself to connect with. This loneliness tugs down on my heart. I bathe in this sorrow and let hatred give me endurance and vigor in this challenge. But it pains me still. I am in exile. I am Forbidden from fulfilling my desires. I pay the price for my evil.
I can relate to feeling disconnected from family members. Even when I am around other people I feel alone and disconnected. It's more of a reflection of the outer/external/clown world than a reflection of you.

Consider the possibility that pure evil forces made the world this way to be recruited into Satanism. If possible, find a way to transmute hatred into laughter, at the least. Loneliness doesn't have to be a bad thing. I try to reframe loneliness as aloneness: https://www.osho.com/read/osho/osho-on-topics/aloneness
 
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Its not mentalcel. Its reality. I feel so sad for my fellow hapa. I know especially asian passing hapas struggle alot and most hapas are asian passing
yeah true but it doesn't really help his mental health to be isolated from irl social connection, spending too much time here makes u feel less connection to ppl irl because they dont know "the truth" about the blackpill like they do on here.
 
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yeah true but it doesn't really help his mental health to be isolated from irl social connection, spending too much time here makes u feel less connection to ppl irl because they dont know "the truth" about the blackpill like they do on here.
Its all bullshit. Ekil is just feeling the truth
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Its all bullshit. Ekil is just feeling the truth View attachment 2229562
so when i see an ugly guy with a big and healthy social circle hes "coping"? do you suggest he quit socializing and that he should LDAR instead?

yeah life is harder when unattractive but you should play the cards dealt to you.
 
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so when i see an ugly guy with a big and healthy social circle hes "coping"? do you suggest he quit socializing and that he should LDAR instead?

yeah life is harder when unattractive but you should play the cards dealt to you.
Yes.
 
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so when i see an ugly guy with a big and healthy social circle hes "coping"? do you suggest he quit socializing and that he should LDAR instead?

yeah life is harder when unattractive but you should play the cards dealt to you.
He should know his place and go mgtow :feelskek:
 
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He should know his place and go mgtow :feelskek:
unironically yeah until he can afford surgeries. ofc try to talk to girls but dont make it ur main focus yk
 
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so when i see an ugly guy with a big and healthy social circle hes "coping"? do you suggest he quit socializing and that he should LDAR instead?

yeah life is harder when unattractive but you should play the cards dealt to you.
He should blame his parents for reproducing. What ive noticed hapa sons gets discarded while hapa daughters Get treated like royalty
 
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unironically yeah until he can afford surgeries. ofc try to talk to girls but dont make it ur main focus yk
Cope, all his "friends" are just using him and the moment they get the chance to stab him in the back to get something of value they will strike.

Only chad can have friends.
 
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Cope, all his "friends" are just using him and the moment they get the chance to stab him in the back to get something of value they will strike.

Only chad can have friends.
blud has lost it
 
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He should blame his parents for reproducing. What ive noticed hapa sons gets discarded while hapa daughters Get treated like royalty
aight yeah so whats the plan for him? wake up everyday and send a hate letter to his parents or what?

he should mgtow moneymaxx and NTmaxx
 
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Jag är ironisk men din 14 åriga hjärna hänger inte med ibland...
men jag fattar ju det eller va?

jag var inte så seriös med "blud has lost it"
 
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men jag fattar ju det eller va?

jag var inte så seriös med "blud has lost it"
Whatever… tänkte att du hade gett mig rep om du fattade att det var ironiskt 😔
 
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aight yeah so whats the plan for him? wake up everyday and send a hate letter to his parents or what?

he should mgtow moneymaxx and NTmaxx
The thing is. He wants to feel genuine desire by women
 
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The thing is. He wants to feel genuine desire by women
yeah use money for surgeries is what i mean

also NT can attract too
 
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Why does he need surgeries? Because of his parents
okay? who gives a shit thats the situation he's in he cant change anything. im just saying LDARing is retarded and that he should socialize and moneymaxx instead
 
ER, suicide. life isn't worth it
 
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okay? who gives a shit thats the situation he's in he cant change anything. im just saying LDARing is retarded and that he should socialize and moneymaxx instead
Its retarded i know. But as a fellow hapa i know all the anger inside. The pain wont go away
 
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Its retarded i know. But as a fellow hapa i know all the anger inside. The pain wont go away
put that anger to use in the gym and on moneymaxxing (unless ur already doing that)
 
put that anger to use in the gym and on moneymaxxing (unless ur already doing that)
Already doing that. Im 29 years old. Was khhv until i was 26
 
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That's crazy, like 60% of men today lmao
 
@4Inch4 fuck you normie
 

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