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Fuchsia
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Except for online interaction, I am denied any social interaction. I see my family members everyday, but there is no connection. I face the torment of growing older everyday knowing no girl will ever love me. I feel alone, deeply alone. At least it is an emotion. I savor it. I appreciate this time with myself. I have myself to connect with. This loneliness tugs down on my heart. I bathe in this sorrow and let hatred give me endurance and vigor in this challenge. But it pains me still. I am in exile. I am Forbidden from fulfilling my desires. I pay the price for my evil.