I never felt this way when I was younger..
Na its actually rotting for too long.
Your little brother sounds like me. I really hope it’s reversible but I doubt it.
My heart breaks for him everyday, hope you can make it out, bhai
Is he still a NEET? I just got back into college so I am socializing a lot more than usual now but I still feel very awkward.
Ngl this is what rotting does, i did rot for a 3 months once and after going outside i felt like shit, couldn't talk to people.
He ended up doing a 2 year job training (what we call „Ausbildung“ in germany), after dropping out of college 4 times.
I’ve been NEETing for almost ten years now. Imagine the damage I’ve done to myself.
Yep that’s me. I can talk but I come off as awkward because I don’t speak clearly.
Yep im awkward af now. Completely different from how I used to be.
Seems like you are living it as well. Hope we get outta this.
But the thing I used to be giga low inhib NTmaxxed. Now I’m nothing like I used to be.
Can you ban me lifetime?
How does he come across as awkward?
This also.
You want me to ban you?
Better to always be awkward than from NTmaxxed to awkward.
Strange to see how common it seems to be.
Correct.
Wrong facial expressions at times and lacks the ability to look through the eyes of someone else.
Majority of us do so do I
In my case it means autism aka over but in your case it means your brain is NT so you can change it
Best advice ever
Maybe it’s the new normal?
I hope so. I notice that after socializing for a few months I become closer to how I used to be. Although when I meet my friends from high school, with them around I feel as NT as ever. It’s so strange. Maybe it’s a mental thing.
Not per se disconnected but under pressure.
It’s just common sense tbh. But it’s hard to take that first step
I didn’t coom yesterday.. still awkward. Back in HS, I was way more awkward doing nofap. I don’t think that has got anything to do with it.
I probably need to socialize a lot more. Last year I was better socially as well when I socialized during junior college.
Brutal ngl.
Indeed.. if you told 17 year old me what I would be like at 27, I’d have never believed you.
17 yo you wouldn't even know about looks and blackpill.
its from years of porn abuse you cant escape the brain fog from 1 day of not cooming lol
Ban me for 5 months, ama go out and try to find gf if not am coming back and might hardmsxx
Yeah and i hope that people react positively to you because if you receive the opposite reaction from people, your situation will get worse.
At 17, I had gotten rejected by a girl who I thought liked me. When I asked why, she compared me to the ugliest chick in class and said “If she liked you, you wouldn’t like her just because she liked you, right?” I took that as her saying “You’re ugly as fuck.” So I always considered myself to be ugly.
During my most NTmaxxed period, I was jerking off to porn still. I dunno how much I jerked off though, I can’t recall.. but it’s definitely not related to that. All it does is give me more energy. That’s it.
