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I have anxiety 24/7. I can't relax a minute of the day. I am always worried that I am losing weight and that I need to eat or I would be mogged. I am always worried what I put my face on or if I touched my face I have to immediately go and wash it. I can't sweat for more than 5 minutes without worrying that I would break out. I have to shower at least 1-3 times a day. I am always worried that I'm not getting enough protein. I'm always worried if I am jacking off too much or not enough. I am w I'm always worried if wifi and devices are too close to my testicles or not. I am always worried if my workout was good enough or not. I am always concerned about my testicles being too hot or too cold and if my T is going to suffer from that. I think about my slight overbite about 50 times a day even though I already got braces for it. I'm always scared if I'm going to get dumped, even if the girl looked like Jabba The Hutt. I am always concerned if I look too ethnic this day or not. I am always scared that white people would judge me or treat me bad even though that never happened to me in my life (racism doesn't exist by the way, I'm just a dumbass that's all). I am scared to talk to girls but once I open my mouth they seem very helpful, happy to see me and non judgmental.
I don't know man. I feel like trash and disgusted about myself. But it payed off though. People that haven't seen me for a while say "wow man, you changed a lot and you look better."
I don't know man. I feel like trash and disgusted about myself. But it payed off though. People that haven't seen me for a while say "wow man, you changed a lot and you look better."