I feel so bad someone help me please

[Leo0509]

I have major depressions , I can’t feel myself anymore, I can’t feel the world/live anymore, it’s very strange and hard to explain. I literally have no soul. I didn’t felt any positive feeling since years. I have a huge reality and personality loss and the only think in my mind is my destroyed face from stress and thousand of ‘what if’ss … what if I didn’t stress so much, what if I didn’t have filler, what if I didn’t do so much shit procedures to my skin that only made it worse?’

I tried to take benzos like lorazepam and xanax but there is still no relief. It made me just a little tired

What can I do?
I’m experiencing with subliminals rn but probably it’s cope

Next week I’ll see a psychiatrist and he will probably give me ssris
I took them once but only had side effects amd it didn’t work well….

 

[RoundHouse]

what if I didn’t stress so much, what if I didn’t have filler, what if I didn’t do so much shit procedures to my skin that only made it worse?’

What if you shut the fuck up and get over it you subhuman nigger dog, posting the same shit 100 times per day isnt going to fix your shitty skin nor will it help with your autism ​

 

[Prince88]

Stay strong dude. It's probably best that aside from talking to a psychiatrist you also take a break from this site.

 

[Leo0509]

Stay strong dude. It's probably best that aside from talking to a psychiatrist you also take a break from this site.

This site is literally the only place where o can talk about my problems

 

[ifyouwannabemylover]

the psychiatrist is gonna need a psychiatrist after talking to you

 

[Leo0509]

the psychiatrist is gonna need a psychiatrist after talking to you

Why do u think so
I will tell him the truth
I’ll show also the before and after pics

 

[chemosh]

What you should do is get fat graft for your ugly ass nasolabial folds and undereyes

 

[Leo0509]

What you should do is get fat graft for your ugly ass nasolabial folds and undereyes

I don’t have nasolabial folds anymore
And fat graft for under eyes is the wrong way imo, Because it didn’t happen from normal aging, it happened from the stress

 

[chemosh]

I don’t have nasolabial folds anymore
And fat graft for under eyes is the wrong way imo, Because it didn’t happen from normal aging, it happened from the stress

Yes you do

 

[StuffedFrog]

What if you shut the fuck up and get over it you subhuman nigger dog, posting the same shit 100 times per day isnt going to fix your shitty skin nor will it help with your autism ​

PREACH

 

[Dystopian]

legit its over for you
seek profesional help

 

[Wallenberg]

You were normie and you are normie now. You look slightly older but that's it. Enjoy your life.

 

[Deleted member 13710]

OP, do you have goals in life outside of looksmaxing?

 

[Deleted member 19551]

I don't think anyone here can help OP. He's always been delusional. He actually thought he was a "chadlite" when he was 18 or 19. You went from HTN to HTN that looks 2 years older. You have severe BDD because you're seeing things that are not there. No anxiety medication or schizo meds are going to help you (assuming you're not psychotic)


You just need specialized BDD therapy + positive reinforcement from people, but we're tired of writing you essays telling you that nothing changed for you to respond with "look there is obviously a difference"

 

[Leo0509]

things that are not there?
Look how hollow my fucking under eyes got
Look how swollen my philtrum looks wether from filler migration or from putting a clothespin on it in 2018 to stretch my folds
It’s fucking comical
I’m forever destroyed
No surgery can fix this

 

[Deleted member 19551]

things that are not there?
Look how hollow my fucking under eyes got
Look how swollen my philtrum looks wether from filler migration or from putting a clothespin on it in 2018 to stretch my folds
It’s fucking comical
I’m forever destroyed
No surgery can fix this

You're 100% right. You are irredeemably subhuman. Your life is over. You are forever deformed. I was lying to comfort you. You have the most hollow fucking undereyes I've ever seen. I would kill myself if I looked like you. Your undereyes look more hollow than Christian Bale when he anorexiamaxxed for the Machinist. Kill yourself ASAP.

 

[Leo0509]

You're 100% right. You are irredeemably subhuman. Your life is over. You are forever deformed. I was lying to comfort you. You have the most hollow fucking undereyes I've ever seen. I would kill myself if I looked like you. Your undereyes look more hollow than Christian Bale when he anorexiamaxxed for the Machinist. Kill yourself ASAP.

what are the besr methods to kill, I have a lot of xanax, can they kill me if I take them all?

 

[ifyouwannabemylover]

what are the besr methods to kill, I have a lot of xanax, can they kill me if I take them all?

dude

 

[Leo0509]

dude

What

 

[Deleted member 15669]

go to a therapist

 

[Wallenberg]

You weren't chadlite buddy boyo.

 

[Deleted member 19551]

what are the besr methods to kill, I have a lot of xanax, can they kill me if I take them all?

It's very hard to kill yourself with xanax and benzos, overdose threshold is too high. Getting prescribed barbiturates nowadays is very difficult unless you experience seizures, and it was VERY easy - too easy to kill yourself with barbiturates. Look up how many celebrities died from overdosing on those.

You're in a cuck country so you can't even blow your brains out. Unfortunately, you'll have to suffer for a few fleeting minutes before dying. Jump out of a building window or hang yourself.

 

[ifyouwannabemylover]

What

das komplette forum hat dir schon 800 mal gesagt, dass da nix is. und wenn du deine under eyes doch noch verbessern willst, dann gibt's dafür fat graft/filler/implants. was genau erwartest du dir davon, immer wieder den gleichen thread zu machen?

 

[Leo0509]

But

You weren't chadlite buddy boyo.

I was at least normal looking and I was able to go everywhere without people starring. I could go to the cinema, to the city, to a store.. and now I’m just working my 5 hours a day as a tennis coach and the rest I’m captured in my room

 

[Wallenberg]

But

I was at least normal looking and I was able to go everywhere without people starring. I could go to the cinema, to the city, to a store.. and now I’m just working my 5 hours a day as a tennis coach and the rest I’m captured in my room

Take a walk. Go outside.

 

[Leo0509]

Und

das komplette forum hat dir schon 800 mal gesagt, dass da nix is. und wenn du deine under eyes doch noch verbessern willst, dann gibt's dafür fat graft/filler/implants. was genau erwartest du dir davon, immer wieder den gleichen thread zu machen?

Was ist mit meinem zerstörtem philtrum.. es sieht mehr bloated aus seitdem filler oder von der wäscheklammer die ich übernacht dran hatte um meine folds zu stretchen

 

[Deleted member 19551]

das komplette forum hat dir schon 800 mal gesagt, dass da nix is. und wenn du deine under eyes doch noch verbessern willst, dann gibt's dafür fat graft/filler/implants. was genau erwartest du dir davon, immer wieder den gleichen thread zu machen?

He expects positive reinforcement. He is SEVERELY mentally ill. Those annoying threads he makes could possibly be the only thing stopping him from killing himself. But it's a retarded strategy especially since he self-isolated

 

[Deleted member 19896]

grow a moustache idiot

 

[ifyouwannabemylover]

Und


Was ist mit meinem zerstörtem philtrum.. es sieht mehr bloated aus seitdem filler oder von der wäscheklammer die ich übernacht dran hatte um meine folds zu stretchen

sah vorher schon so aus

 

[Dastan]

@Leo0509 Do you have the folds under eyes when squeezing orbicularis oris? Lift your lower eyelid and take a pic

 

[Leo0509]

@Leo0509 Do you have the folds under eyes when squeezing orbicularis oris? Lift your lower eyelid and take a pic

 

[Deleted member 2130]

Take antidepressants if you are depressed nigga. Brintellix is good stuff it helped me. It is not like SSRIs that kill your libido or turn you into a zombie

 

[goshak]

Have you had a blood work done?Do you sleep well?Do you have good micro,macronutrient intake and calories?Are you isolated and do you have friends or family you can talk to daily in real life?
Go to the psychiatrist and get antidepressants imo but you can do so many more things
Also mindful meditation and positive thinking(its not a cope) can be very helpful

 

[goshak]

Go look at your hormonal profile amd get a basic bloodwork donr

 

[Deleted member 3828]

dn rd
get fillers

 

[Max Frauder]

Age will change you a lot more than any damage you think you've done to your face.

I mean, if Mickey Rourke's plastic surgery can eventually relax, anybody's can.

(then each time he started looking human again, the dumb fuck would get more retarded looking surgery).

 

[Max Frauder]

Retarded double post.

 

[CometDragon]

Stay strong dude. It's probably best that aside from talking to a psychiatrist you also take a break from this site.

Listen to this OP. It feels nice to vent how you're feeling but it can - and i think in your case it is creating a negative feedback loop and your just ending up feeling worse.

 

[Deleted member 18694]

I don’t have nasolabial folds anymore
And fat graft for under eyes is the wrong way imo, Because it didn’t happen from normal aging, it happened from the stress

when was the last time you actually listened to solid advice and apply it? Because the way this is going you'll be here making threads about the same thing into 2025.

 

[Deleted member 13710]

OP, do you have goals in life outside of looksmaxing?

 

[Leo0509]

when was the last time you actually listened to solid advice and apply it? Because the way this is going you'll be here making threads about the same thing into 2025.

Men I already have an appointment with surgeon for fat grafting, but it’s in august.

 

[Leo0509]

OP, do you have goals in life outside of looksmaxing?

Nah, making good money but doesn’t care I don’t want to buy anything
Probably I’ll do a all or nothing shrgerty one day. If it ill went well, fine, if not I’ll rope

 

[Deleted member 13710]

Nah, making good money but doesn’t care I don’t want to buy anything
Probably I’ll do a all or nothing shrgerty one day. If it ill went well, fine, if not I’ll rope

That sounds like your problem. Get off the internet, get a life. Find some real (offline) hobbies.