I feel so bad

[Jesus_ist_König]

Havent done anything for school these 2 weeks of vacation. Havent read my Bible really. Havent really gone outside or to Church because of all the ppl. No ADHD Med is side effect free. My therapist is ghosting me. Im lactose intolerant even though I love the taste of raw milk. Im 170. Im lazy. I dont function without medication.
All I can do is pray.

 

[Deleted member 300207]

In the end nothing matters anyways

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

In the end nothing matters anyways

I think my relationship to God matters

 

[hatefoids666]

its ok itll all work out in the end

 

[Deleted member 300207]

I think my relationship to God matters

Focus on it then bro

 

[ethnicwarrior]

I think my relationship to God matters

How do you know ypur god is the truth ?and ypur saviour?

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Focus on it then bro

Yes I should the thing is its hard to read the bible with out my adhd meds i get distracted so fast. But yeah I could

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

How do you know ypur god is the truth ?and ypur saviour?

Because he has comforted me in the past

 

[marlx]

How do you know ypur god is the truth ?and ypur saviour?

how he felt

 

[Deleted member 313128]

Havent done anything for school these 2 weeks of vacation. Havent read my Bible really. Havent really gone outside or to Church because of all the ppl. No ADHD Med is side effect free. My therapist is ghosting me. Im lactose intolerant even though I love the taste of raw milk. Im 170. Im lazy. I dont function without medication.
All I can do is pray.

Hope you get better, sir.

 

[ethnicwarrior]

Because he has comforted me in the past

 

[ethnicwarrior]

Because he has comforted me in the past

Read your bible buddy it is not good i can name some verses which really dont make sense to me and the trinity was created way after jesus went to heaven

 

[Jinmu]

you gonna do just fine brother.

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Hope you get better, sir.

Thanks

 

[edcel]

I hope it gets better soon, brah

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

I hope it gets better soon, brah

Thanks

 

[Mainlander]

You remind me of my 2024 self

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

You remind me of my 2024 self

Hm. The worst thing is that all the meds I have give me crazy side effects. My only hope is trying out Dexamphetamines - again

And see if I get side effects from it. If they also give me side effects then I don’t know why to do cuz the side effects aren’t bearable.

Besides that my voices thing is freaking me out, but I’m more concerned about getting through school

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

You remind me of my 2024 self

Did it get better?

 

[Mainlander]

Did it get better?

Well my Exams are way better tbh

but this is since Im in Oberstufe now and Im more motivated to learn

still my Mündliche Note is still trash since autism and social anxiety literally fucks me up

even tho I know the answer I almost never raise my hands

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Well my Exams are way better tbh

but this is since Im in Oberstufe now and Im more motivated to learn

still my Mündliche Note is still trash since autism and social anxiety literally fucks me up

Meine mündliche Note ist auch gefickt ich hasse es mit Leuten zu sitzen

even tho I know the answer I almost never raise my hands

Ich passe nie auf und spiele aufn iPad

 

[Mainlander]

Meine mündliche Note ist auch gefickt ich hasse es mit Leuten zu sitzen

Ich passe nie auf und spiele aufn iPad

welche Klasse?

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

welche Klasse?

11. Klasse

Als ich noch methylphenidate (mit 24/7 Kopfweh) genommen habe, habe ich 15 Punkte in 4 Mathetest hintereinander geschrieben und 13 in der Arbeit ohne lernen.

Aber ohne Medikamente höre ich manchmal Stimmen und ich schaffe es nicht mich zu konzentrieren und die Arbeitshaltung ist scheiße