I feel so fucking conflicted rn

[lowtiersubhuman]

One one hand it's hard not to be excited
Christmas night parents are wrapping presents and bring them downstairs
My mom got me new soft pajamas

On the other hand the minute I get warm feelings like this all I can think of is
1. Im a subhuman and will never experience this joy with a girl or in a few years
2. I ate 4000+ cake today and didn't get t workout(busy all day) I wanted to so bad but couldn't

I just wanna be good looking or even normal looking I wanna love a girl in the winter and cuddle up under a cozy blanket I wanna be accepted I want everything to work out why does my body sabotage me of feeling good feelings

 

[sub5mumbaifinalboss]

Real

 

[lowtiersubhuman]

Real

Chad

 

[sub5mumbaifinalboss]

Chad

sub5 in mumbai final boss

 

[anthony111554]

Mogger

 

[Ch1gga]

/

 

[hollowed]

why does my body sabotage me

jfl

 

[lowtiersubhuman]

Mogger

Who

 

[Ch1gga]

It's okie bhai, you're my best friend.

 

[lowtiersubhuman]

One one hand it's hard not to be excited
Christmas night parents are wrapping presents and bring them downstairs
My mom got me new soft pajamas

On the other hand the minute I get warm feelings like this all I can think of is
1. Im a subhuman and will never experience this joy with a girl or in a few years
2. I ate 4000+ cake today and didn't get t workout(busy all day) I wanted to so bad but couldn't

I just wanna be good looking or even normal looking I wanna love a girl in the winter and cuddle up under a cozy blanket I wanna be accepted I want everything to work out why does my body sabotage me of feeling good feelings

@Gengar how is your christmas going

 

[Gengar]

@Gengar how is your christmas going

It’s just a normal day for me, I don’t celebrate Christmas. I don’t celebrate my birthdays either.

 

[lowtiersubhuman]

It’s just a normal day for me, I don’t celebrate Christmas. I don’t celebrate my birthdays either.

Damn that's sad

 

[lowtiersubhuman]

It’s just a normal day for me, I don’t celebrate Christmas. I don’t celebrate my birthdays either.

Are you locked in on diet and working out bhai

 

[Gengar]

Damn that's sad

Are you locked in on diet and working out bhai

Haha it’s okay bhaijaan. No worries.

And uh, not yet! I’m gonna start soon. I will be going to the gym on Tuesday. I also need to figure out how much kcal intake I need!

Tbh just enjoy today, you can always work out every day of the year but Christmas is just once a year.

 

[lowtiersubhuman]

Haha it’s okay bhaijaan. No worries.

And uh, not yet! I’m gonna start soon. I will be going to the gym on Tuesday. I also need to figure out how much kcal intake I need!

Tbh just enjoy today, you can always work out every day of the year but Christmas is just once a year.

What your weight and height and age also you wanna do a sizeable deficit(i think your short so probably like aim for 1000 off your normal use myfitnesspal to track it aiming for 1000 means thst if you mess up you have wiggle room remember even if you 100 calories under for a day that's better than 0 or 100 over also cardio is way less important than diet but it can help depending how you do it the small things add up as someone who lost 40 pounds using my fitness pal if yiu need any advice just ask me

 

[Gengar]

What your weight and height and age also you wanna do a sizeable deficit(i think your short so probably like aim for 1000 off your normal use myfitnesspal to track it aiming for 1000 means thst if you mess up you have wiggle room remember even if you 100 calories under for a day that's better than 0 or 100 over also cardio is way less important than diet but it can help depending how you do it the small things add up as someone who lost 40 pounds using my fitness pal if yiu need any advice just ask me

I’m pretty short, yeah. I’m 5’10” or 5’11”, not sure. I prefer going with 5’10” just to be safe. My weight, with clothes on, is 86 kg, or 190 lbs. I know there’s calculators online that determine how much calories you need. Oh, and I’m 30. I want to do a slower weight loss because I lose some weight earlier this year and had loose skin, I think if I do it slower instead of quicker that I will be able to reverse that process, if possible. You’re right, turns out diet is what’s most important, cardio and stuff is not so relevant. Thanks for the offer, I’ll ask you more later on when I’m already working out and following a diet. We can motivate each other as well to keep going.

 

[lowtiersubhuman]

I’m pretty short, yeah. I’m 5’10” or 5’11”, not sure. I prefer going with 5’10” just to be safe. My weight, with clothes on, is 86 kg, or 190 lbs. I know there’s calculators online that determine how much calories you need. Oh, and I’m 30. I want to do a slower weight loss because I lose some weight earlier this year and had loose skin, I think if I do it slower instead of quicker that I will be able to reverse that process, if possible. You’re right, turns out diet is what’s most important, cardio and stuff is not so relevant. Thanks for the offer, I’ll ask you more later on when I’m already working out and following a diet. We can motivate each other as well to keep going.

Damnnn bro I thought you were 5'3 your 5'10 bro it's not over bhai 190 ain't even that bad if you start working out and shit you just gotta lose some weight bro and gain muscle yes I have loose skin even tho i went from 5'8 210>6 foot 170

 

[lowtiersubhuman]

I’m pretty short, yeah. I’m 5’10” or 5’11”, not sure. I prefer going with 5’10” just to be safe. My weight, with clothes on, is 86 kg, or 190 lbs. I know there’s calculators online that determine how much calories you need. Oh, and I’m 30. I want to do a slower weight loss because I lose some weight earlier this year and had loose skin, I think if I do it slower instead of quicker that I will be able to reverse that process, if possible. You’re right, turns out diet is what’s most important, cardio and stuff is not so relevant. Thanks for the offer, I’ll ask you more later on when I’m already working out and following a diet. We can motivate each other as well to keep going.

At 5'10.5 190 i would only lose like 20 pounds total if I was you and do a body recomp and you won't have loose skin

 

[MouthBreathingElite]

Its Christmas bhai, im boutta eat an easy 5000 today

 

[Gengar]

Damnnn bro I thought you were 5'3 your 5'10 bro it's not over bhai 190 ain't even that bad if you start working out and shit you just gotta lose some weight bro and gain muscle yes I have loose skin even tho i went from 5'8 210>6 foot 170

At 5'10.5 190 i would only lose like 20 pounds total if I was you and do a body recomp and you won't have loose skin

For Dutch standards I’m short though I’ve had guys who were 6’1” getting annoyed by me saying I was short, telling me I’m not. Each to their own. The problem with being 190 lbs at my height is.. well, I’ve got South Asian fat-storing genetics, they’re horrible. Nearly all of it goes to my stomach. Woah, you got loose skin just after dropping 40 lbs? And mirin height, you’d be average here. What’s a body recomp? I know it stands for recomposition but how does it actually work?

 

[lowtiersubhuman]

For Dutch standards I’m short though I’ve had guys who were 6’1” getting annoyed by me saying I was short, telling me I’m not. Each to their own. The problem with being 190 lbs at my height is.. well, I’ve got South Asian fat-storing genetics, they’re horrible. Nearly all of it goes to my stomach. Woah, you got loose skin just after dropping 40 lbs? And mirin height, you’d be average here. What’s a body recomp? I know it stands for recomposition but how does it actually work?

Basically just working out so you lose fat and gain muscle you can do that or lose fat then gain muscle up to you but I feel short here sometimes bro in highschool

 

[Gengar]

Basically just working out so you lose fat and gain muscle you can do that or lose fat then gain muscle up to you but I feel short here sometimes bro in highschool

I see, that’s actually what my plan was after all. Lose fat and gain muscle. Primary focus, however, is fat loss. And really bhaijaan, is it really that bad over there?

 

[lowtiersubhuman]

I see, that’s actually what my plan was after all. Lose fat and gain muscle. Primary focus, however, is fat loss. And really bhaijaan, is it really that bad over there?

Well im subhuman so my experiences are worse I would def say that I'm above average but being 6 foot is nowhere near special at all as a male in high-school in my school 6 foot 6'1 6'2 are very common and multiple 6'3 few 6'4 some 6'5 and atheist a couple 6'5+