I feel so hopeless

[Deleted member 6475]

I always have to change my personality. When i am with girls. When i am with my secondary social circle. When i am around my family. I can never express my true thoughts about things because i am a mentally ill drug addict. It destroys me mentally. And thats where my wishes to die pre 30 stem from.

the bros: @brbbrah @TheCopefulCurry @inceletto @NarcyChadlite @malignant @DharkDC @Toodlydood @Copemaxxing @IncelWithNoLuck @thinwhiteduke @Mathafack @streege @her @Won'tStopNoodling @Toth's thot @looksmaxxer234 @youngmaxxing @Original @SkinjobCatastrophe @6ft1 @DaddyBigPenis @Over

 

[Deleted member 6997]

 

[Over]

When i am with girls

 

[Copemaxxing]

 

[Copemaxxing]

I always have to change my personality. When i am with girls. When i am with my secondary social circle. When i am around my family. I can never express my true thoughts about things because i am a mentally ill drug addict. It destroys me mentally. And thats where my wishes to die pre 30 stem from.

View attachment 920161

View attachment 920160

the bros: @brbbrah @TheCopefulCurry @inceletto @NarcyChadlite @malignant @DharkDC @Toodlydood @Copemaxxing @IncelWithNoLuck @thinwhiteduke @Mathafack @streege @her @Won'tStopNoodling @Toth's thot @looksmaxxer234 @youngmaxxing @Original @SkinjobCatastrophe @6ft1 @DaddyBigPenis @Over

 

[Deleted member 2403]

Not one letter you failed abortion

 

[Deleted member 6475]

Can any1 relate

 

[Deleted member 6475]

Not one letter you failed abortion

fuck off

 

[Deleted member 2403]

fuck off

Dn red sorry

 

[Deleted member 2214]

 

[Deleted member 5048]

Can any1 relate

Can’t relate, I don’t interact with girls chad, you seem dearanged mentally like you’re trying to find your place maby

 

[Deleted member 6475]

 

[Deleted member 10104]

I always have to change my personality. When i am with girls. When i am with my secondary social circle. When i am around my family. I can never express my true thoughts about things because i am a mentally ill drug addict. It destroys me mentally. And thats where my wishes to die pre 30 stem from.

View attachment 920161

View attachment 920160

the bros: @brbbrah @TheCopefulCurry @inceletto @NarcyChadlite @malignant @DharkDC @Toodlydood @Copemaxxing @IncelWithNoLuck @thinwhiteduke @Mathafack @streege @her @Won'tStopNoodling @Toth's thot @looksmaxxer234 @youngmaxxing @Original @SkinjobCatastrophe @6ft1 @DaddyBigPenis @Over

its normal to be a bit different depending on who you're with boyo. do I call my parents abused dogs and laugh at subhumans with them? dafuq

 

[Deleted member 6475]

Can’t relate, I don’t interact with girls chad, you seem dearanged mentally like you’re trying to find your place maby

no need to be chad to talk to girls..

 

[Deleted member 6475]

its normal to be a bit different depending on who you're with boyo. do I call my parents abused dogs and laugh at subhumans with them? dafuq

Its not about this. I am usually a very soft guy but i have to harden up in social situations and i even got in fights and stuff with it. I just want to cuddle and smoke weed all day all week. Sadly i can only do that once a week.
And i can never show my true emotions to girls cause i know its a turn off.

 

[Deleted member 6380]

Just be yourself, and may Allah guide you

 

[Deleted member 6475]

Just be yourself, and may Allah guide you

No Allah for my mental disorders

 

[Deleted member 6380]

No Allah for my mental disorders

However, you can still have peace with mental disorders

Prayers will calm and take your mind away from that

 

[Deleted member 6475]

@OOGABOOGA

 

[Bewusst]

not being able to express my thoughts to my family is something I can relate to

 

[Deleted member 3591]

 

[Deleted member 6475]

Eternally sad

 

[Deleted member 3591]

Eternally sad

Idk if i even get through this year without suicide, 30 is gonna be a real challenge

 

[Deleted member 6475]

Idk if i even get through this year without suicide, 30 is gonna be a real challenge

I just feel like driving into a tree.

 

[Deleted member 3591]

I just feel like driving into a tree.

A friend of mine survived that with way over 100kmh, wont kill you

 

[Deleted member 6475]

A friend of mine survived that with way over 100kmh, wont kill you

Drug suicide is more aesthetic anyways...

 

[Deleted member 3591]

Drug suicide is more aesthetic anyways...

I'm searching for a painless one rn

 

[OOGABOOGA]

@OOGABOOGA

I relate not bc of drugs and mental illness but bc of conspiracy vibe beliefs, right wing stances, general intelligence, and my weird life circumstances due to medical problems. I’m never really myself except with a couple of my homies and I had to go through a good bit of pain introducing views and having them shit on me and then grow to accept. I hope your mental state at least hasn’t declined and I’m glad that girl is still in your life but you gotta try and get off drugs. The longer you wait the harder it’ll be. Take care of yourself man.

 

[Deleted member 6475]

I relate not bc of drugs and mental illness but bc of conspiracy vibe beliefs, right wing stances, general intelligence, and my weird life circumstances due to medical problems. I’m never really myself except with a couple of my homies and I had to go through a good bit of pain introducing views and having them shit on me and then grow to accept. I hope your mental state at least hasn’t declined and I’m glad that girl is still in your life but you gotta try and get off drugs. The longer you wait the harder it’ll be. Take care of yourself man.

I hope i will stop. Someday. Maybe. It is ungraspable how that would ever happen honestly. My chances are low.

 

[TheChosenChad]

just be your self bro

 

[Deleted member 6475]

just be your self bro

Then i would end up without friends or a respectful family

 

[TheChosenChad]

Then i would end up without friends or a respectful family

then be who you are not brother...

 

[Deleted member 12002]

Don't be dying anytime soon. You'll be there soon enough anyways, and for far too long. What's your DOC?

 

[Deleted member 9072]

 

[Deleted member 6475]

 

[Deleted member 10536]

You could always be me, but you're not. You don't know how good you have.