I feel so much disgust towards myself

[Arzenic]

I don’t even know why honestly, i just look at myself with disgust, when i think about what i’ve done on the internet, i just feel disgusted.

ropefuel

 

[Arzenic]

@grilldaddy❤️ @CorinthianLOX @eon

 

[try2beme]

What has blud done on the internet

 

[Shrek2OnDvD]

There’s millions of more depraved people on the internet. At least you have the sense of shame to realise and admit it which is better than some people

 

[Arzenic]

What has blud done on the internet

I’ve spread too much hate, as simple as i can
Put it ngl

It’s just that i know in the inside i’m not a hateful person, i don’t know why i’ve done all this.

Part of me wants to leave all this shit

 

[Arzenic]

There’s millions of more depraved people on the internet. At least you have the sense of shame to realise and admit it which is better than some people

I mean yeah, but feeling that much of shame just eats all the lifefuel you have ngl

 

[batman1997]

Atleast your posting It somewhere it would of been worse if you went ER

 

[Deleted member 178241]

self disgust is the only reason i have improved in any aspect of my life tbh

 

[Arzenic]

Atleast your posting It somewhere it would of been worse if you went ER

Yeah, brah i’m not doing that shit

I don’t have it in me to kill bunch of people just because nobody loves me brah

 

[Arzenic]

self disgust is the only reason i have improved in any aspect of my life tbh

Yeah, doesn’t it make you wanna rope though?

I just be thinking about suicide

 

[batman1997]

Yeah, brah i’m not doing that shit

I don’t have it in me to kill bunch of people just because nobody loves me brah

I say fuck Up shit because I express whats Deep inside me and I need to let It all out somehow if I didn't I would of went ER a long time ago with all the rage I have.

 

[Deleted member 178241]

Yeah, doesn’t it make you wanna rope though?

I just be thinking about suicide

same i’ve thought about roping tons of times but the small things that make me feel good keep me afloat

 

[Insomnia]

I’ve spread too much hate, as simple as i can
Put it ngl

It’s just that i know in the inside i’m not a hateful person, i don’t know why i’ve done all this.

Part of me wants to leave all this shit

Most of us are guilty of this, as long as you don’t keep doing it’s not that bad

 

[Panzram]

I don’t even know why honestly, i just look at myself with disgust, when i think about what i’ve done on the internet, i just feel disgusted.

ropefuel

I feel like that too sometimes, tho less often than before. If we keep it up soon we will get used to the depravity and feel no shame anymore.

 

[Deleted member 178241]

Most of us are guilty of this, as long as you don’t keep doing it’s not that bad

i think everyone on .org is guilty of this jfl

 

[Arzenic]

same i’ve thought about roping tons of times but the small things that make me feel good keep me afloat

good for u brah, i don’t get joy of anything atp. Only laughs and joy i get anymore is reading some retardes shit in this forum, i know i’m such a fucking loser

I say fuck Up shit because I express whats Deep inside me and I need to let It all out somehow if I didn't I would of went ER a long time ago with all the rage I have.

Yeah, i used to box alot because it helped me get rid of all the anger i have.

It’s fucking annoying to have so much anger, cause i speak to my mom very badly sometimes. Just because i just feel shit all the times

 

[try2beme]

I’ve spread too much hate, as simple as i can
Put it ngl

It’s just that i know in the inside i’m not a hateful person, i don’t know why i’ve done all this.

Part of me wants to leave all this shit

If it’s against black people or Juice then it’s fine

 

[batman1997]

good for u brah, i don’t get joy of anything atp. Only laughs and joy i get anymore is reading some retardes shit in this forum, i know i’m such a fucking loser

Yeah, i used to box alot because it helped me get rid of all the anger i have.

It’s fucking annoying to have so much anger, cause i speak to my mom very badly sometimes. Just because i just feel shit all the times

Yea I feel bad for my mom aswell she doesnt deserve that treatment

 

[Arzenic]

Most of us are guilty of this, as long as you don’t keep doing it’s not that bad

Obviously every user in org has spread hate, it’s like i’ve done it outside this forum brah

Nah but yeah, i might be just more sensitive or some other low T trait

 

[Deleted member 178241]

good for u brah, i don’t get joy of anything atp. Only laughs and joy i get anymore is reading some retardes shit in this forum, i know i’m such a fucking loser

like i think, if i roped i could never feel the warmth of a warm shower ever again, never eat a good meal again, nothing crazy but think about never experiencing shit like that again

 

[Insomnia]

Obviously every user in org has spread hate, it’s like i’ve done it outside this forum brah

Nah but yeah, i might be just more sensitive or some other low T trait

Nah you’re at least realizing it. Most users just start calling others retards for no reason

 

[Arzenic]

Yea I feel bad for my mom aswell she doesnt deserve that treatment

Yeah, it’s sad brah

Why tf did i have to born as fucking neurodirvengent fat piece of shit

How tf did i win the fucking sperm race

 

[Arzenic]

Nah you’re at least realizing it. Most users just start calling others retards for no reason

Ngl i call other users retard too for no reason

But yeah

 

[Arzenic]

like i think, if i roped i could never feel the warmth of a warm shower ever again, never eat a good meal again, nothing crazy but think about never experiencing shit like that again

Fair enough,

Good that u find lifefuel in those things brah

 

[batman1997]

Yeah, it’s sad brah

Why tf did i have to born as fucking neurodirvengent fat piece of shit

How tf did i win the fucking sperm race

Idk i used to think I was the only one with problems but now im aware of alot of things

 

[Arzenic]

Idk i used to think I was the only one with problems but now im aware of alot of things

Yeah same, i though i was ”diffrent” when i was 12 jfl

 

[Arzenic]

Nah you’re at least realizing it. Most users just start calling others retards for no reason

It’s kinda like post-nut clarity ngl

 

[stevielake]

There’s millions of more depraved people on the internet.

Who did you have in mind when you wrote this

 

[Deleted member 178241]

Fair enough,

Good that u find lifefuel in those things brah

at one point that was the only life fuel i had

 

[Arzenic]

Who did you have in mind when you wrote this

@nosemaxxing @got.daim

 

[Insomnia]

It’s kinda like post-nut clarity ngl

Yeah really good observation. You just throw these words that you later regret. And then you feel like you relapsed

 

[batman1997]

Yeah same, i though i was ”diffrent” when i was 12 jfl

ITs like we were born without our consent and now we are responsible for our lives which we didn't sign Up for jfl

 

[Insomnia]

@nosemaxxing @got.daim

Is proex permabanned like never coming to the forum again?

 

[Arzenic]

Yeah really good observation. You just throw these words that you later regret. And then you feel like you relapsed

Yeah, the funny thing about it that these words are forver in the internet

Some nigga gonna find my threads in the org archievies in the 2060 when i have a jolly family

 

[got.daim]

Who did you have in mind when you wrote this

ur avi is hot I wanna fuck her

 

[Arzenic]

Is proex permabanned like never coming to the forum again?

Permabanned yea, cuz he was a alt of kaligula

ITs like we were born without our consent and now we are responsible for our lives which we didn't sign Up for jfl

yeah bro exactly like wtf is the point of this shit pointless ass life

 

[Insomnia]

Permabanned yea, cuz he was a alt of kaligula

yeah bro exactly like wtf is the point of this shit pointless ass life

Am I retarded but can’t you appeal permabans?

 

[batman1997]

Permabanned yea, cuz he was a alt of kaligula

yeah bro exactly like wtf is the point of this shit pointless ass life

And then they say god exists Bro srsly?

 

[Arzenic]

Am I retarded but can’t you appeal permabans?

Nah you can’t

And then they say god exists Bro srsly?

i personally belive in God,

But honestly i’ve been drifting away for a long time brah. Makes me wonder why would he make me into this world, just to live a life like this?

 

[fluxx]

I don’t even know why honestly, i just look at myself with disgust, when i think about what i’ve done on the internet, i just feel disgusted.

ropefuel

same

 

[stevielake]

ur avi is hot I wanna fuck her

Tickle and Sniff her feet

 

[batman1997]

Nah you can’t

i personally belive in God,

But honestly i’ve been drifting away for a long time brah. Makes me wonder why would he make me into this world, just to live a life like this?

Im actually catholic but after years became an athiest and now im an agnostic

 

[Arzenic]

Im actually catholic but after years became an athiest and now im an agnostic

I’m still orthodox, but i hope that at some point i will get my faith back

I was way happier when i was close to Jesus

 

[Insomnia]

Nah you can’t

i personally belive in God,

But honestly i’ve been drifting away for a long time brah. Makes me wonder why would he make me into this world, just to live a life like this?

If god exists, you could probably never know and understand his true intentions (I’m basically contradicting myself by writing this)

 

[Arzenic]

If god exists, you could probably never know and understand his true intentions (I’m basically contradicting myself by writing this)

Yes i know brah,
Just can’t help and wonder

 

[Pay]

I don’t even know why honestly, i just look at myself with disgust, when i think about what i’ve done on the internet, i just feel disgusted.

ropefuel

Take a big gulp of alcohol, lay in smooth fabric naked,
take a cig,
listen to some music

ruminate on a deep question,
stare off into a beautiful sky painted with pastel sun rays

jump around in your room,

take copious amounts of drugs and imagine yourself being a hindu cow ruminating on thecfloor eating grass

 

[jgrey080]

Could be worse, look at some of the niggas on the server

 

[Geoff2024]

I don’t even know why honestly, i just look at myself with disgust, when i think about what i’ve done on the internet, i just feel disgusted.

ropefuel

I feel like you are saying this bcz you watched cp or some shit

 

[Arzenic]

I feel like you are saying this bcz you watched cp or some shit

Nah, i’m not a degenerate JFL

 

[TheAncientMacedonia]

ur finnish