I feel so out of place as an autist in this world

[Banana.]

I don’t know if any other neodivergent feels this way but whenever I’m put into a more social situation like around women or talking to one I just feel like such a cringe little autistic kid. Like I have the mildest form of autism the doctor said but I feel like a retarded kid with like Down syndrome. I went to Target like by myself and I almost started crying when a girl walked past me because not to sound like a retard who can’t do shit on his own but I always feel so shaken sometimes and I hate my retarded autist accent whenever I talk. I genuinely would rather sound gay than have my live neodivergent “tism” accent. My voice sounds like Elon Musk or Clavicular in his older videos and I have kinda the speaking mannerisms of Elliot Rodger whenever I talk to a more older figure and I can’t talk to girls at all. I can’t even make eye contact with them on Omegle. I’m just such a loser fr. My grandpa used to be a popular jock when he was my age and I feel like I’m letting them down fr cuz of how worthless I am as a human. I wish I wasn’t autistic.

To anyone who tries to say “autism isn’t a disability it’s another type of ability” no retard it’s OUR birth defect. That has been dragging us down since we were born 🫩

I just wish girls were more nicer to me let alone other humans. I just want that warm guidance but I am a man so we play this game alone.

 

[Banana.]

Bump

 

[EvilSatanArseRapist]

I can kinda relate, but i'm so glad it's mild for me.

Sounds kinda brutal man :/

 

[poreskin]

I don’t know if any other neodivergent feels this way but whenever I’m put into a more social situation like around women or talking to one I just feel like such a cringe little autistic kid. Like I have the mildest form of autism the doctor said but I feel like a retarded kid with like Down syndrome. I went to Target like by myself and I almost started crying when a girl walked past me because not to sound like a retard who can’t do shit on his own but I always feel so shaken sometimes and I hate my retarded autist accent whenever I talk. I genuinely would rather sound gay than have my live neodivergent “tism” accent. My voice sounds like Elon Musk or Clavicular in his older videos and I have kinda the speaking mannerisms of Elliot Rodger whenever I talk to a more older figure and I can’t talk to girls at all. I can’t even make eye contact with them on Omegle. I’m just such a loser fr. My grandpa used to be a popular jock when he was my age and I feel like I’m letting them down fr cuz of how worthless I am as a human. I wish I wasn’t autistic.

To anyone who tries to say “autism isn’t a disability it’s another type of ability” no retard it’s OUR birth defect. That has been dragging us down since we were born 🫩

I just wish girls were more nicer to me let alone other humans. I just want that warm guidance but I am a man so we play this game alone.

SAME FUCKING SAMEEEEEEEEEEEE

 

[poreskin]

I don’t know if any other neodivergent feels this way but whenever I’m put into a more social situation like around women or talking to one I just feel like such a cringe little autistic kid. Like I have the mildest form of autism the doctor said but I feel like a retarded kid with like Down syndrome. I went to Target like by myself and I almost started crying when a girl walked past me because not to sound like a retard who can’t do shit on his own but I always feel so shaken sometimes and I hate my retarded autist accent whenever I talk. I genuinely would rather sound gay than have my live neodivergent “tism” accent. My voice sounds like Elon Musk or Clavicular in his older videos and I have kinda the speaking mannerisms of Elliot Rodger whenever I talk to a more older figure and I can’t talk to girls at all. I can’t even make eye contact with them on Omegle. I’m just such a loser fr. My grandpa used to be a popular jock when he was my age and I feel like I’m letting them down fr cuz of how worthless I am as a human. I wish I wasn’t autistic.

To anyone who tries to say “autism isn’t a disability it’s another type of ability” no retard it’s OUR birth defect. That has been dragging us down since we were born 🫩

I just wish girls were more nicer to me let alone other humans. I just want that warm guidance but I am a man so we play this game alone.

i cant tell if im being corny, cringe, i cant tell what soemone else is thinking, i dont know what to fucking say and how fucked my social norms are

 

[poreskin]

I don’t know if any other neodivergent feels this way but whenever I’m put into a more social situation like around women or talking to one I just feel like such a cringe little autistic kid. Like I have the mildest form of autism the doctor said but I feel like a retarded kid with like Down syndrome. I went to Target like by myself and I almost started crying when a girl walked past me because not to sound like a retard who can’t do shit on his own but I always feel so shaken sometimes and I hate my retarded autist accent whenever I talk. I genuinely would rather sound gay than have my live neodivergent “tism” accent. My voice sounds like Elon Musk or Clavicular in his older videos and I have kinda the speaking mannerisms of Elliot Rodger whenever I talk to a more older figure and I can’t talk to girls at all. I can’t even make eye contact with them on Omegle. I’m just such a loser fr. My grandpa used to be a popular jock when he was my age and I feel like I’m letting them down fr cuz of how worthless I am as a human. I wish I wasn’t autistic.

To anyone who tries to say “autism isn’t a disability it’s another type of ability” no retard it’s OUR birth defect. That has been dragging us down since we were born 🫩

I just wish girls were more nicer to me let alone other humans. I just want that warm guidance but I am a man so we play this game alone.

My voice is so unappealing, not the deepness but the accent and tone. Nobody can take me serious

Its almost like my intelligence is trapped inside my brain, and I cant express that well with my speech

 

[Veridic]

I don’t know if any other neodivergent feels this way but whenever I’m put into a more social situation like around women or talking to one I just feel like such a cringe little autistic kid. Like I have the mildest form of autism the doctor said but I feel like a retarded kid with like Down syndrome. I went to Target like by myself and I almost started crying when a girl walked past me because not to sound like a retard who can’t do shit on his own but I always feel so shaken sometimes and I hate my retarded autist accent whenever I talk. I genuinely would rather sound gay than have my live neodivergent “tism” accent. My voice sounds like Elon Musk or Clavicular in his older videos and I have kinda the speaking mannerisms of Elliot Rodger whenever I talk to a more older figure and I can’t talk to girls at all. I can’t even make eye contact with them on Omegle. I’m just such a loser fr. My grandpa used to be a popular jock when he was my age and I feel like I’m letting them down fr cuz of how worthless I am as a human. I wish I wasn’t autistic.

To anyone who tries to say “autism isn’t a disability it’s another type of ability” no retard it’s OUR birth defect. That has been dragging us down since we were born 🫩

I just wish girls were more nicer to me let alone other humans. I just want that warm guidance but I am a man so we play this game alone.

I fixed this for myself as an adult

 

[Prøphet]

Me too, I can never figure out what to say and I end up either going silent or talking like an NPC

 

[catastropy]

And then they say personality isnt the problem
Pfftttt