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Fuchsia
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So tense I am always on edge. I feel defensive and scared. My heartbeat is fast and I have trouble focusing on schoolwork. I think of them all as enemies or prey (the girls I view as prey and I stalk) I follow and think about things. But I’m always so tense. I’m getting tense thinking about his tense I feel when I’m at school. I get paranoid that they will get me. I remember when they did but I try to forget.