Lonely
20 / 6’4 / MTN
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Deep down I feel worthless
My mother was absent through my childhood mostly and when she was present she was mean
My dad beat me a lot and constantly told me I was worthless
BOTH my parents hated the way I looked and made fun of me
So on a daily basis I need constant validation especially from foids lol to survive. Lowkey I feel like dying if someone doesn’t validate me. Then the second I get a like, a DM, a compliment or ANYTHING positive I think “okay it’s not over”
My mother was absent through my childhood mostly and when she was present she was mean
My dad beat me a lot and constantly told me I was worthless
BOTH my parents hated the way I looked and made fun of me
So on a daily basis I need constant validation especially from foids lol to survive. Lowkey I feel like dying if someone doesn’t validate me. Then the second I get a like, a DM, a compliment or ANYTHING positive I think “okay it’s not over”