Faustum
6'3 | $25/month 24/7 coaching + stack + sources
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THREAD SONG
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DNR SECTION BELOW
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DNR SECTION BELOW
The Stack / Stats
6'3, 200 lbs, 6'11 wingspan, 18% BF
- Pregablin 600mg
- 20mg THC (don't recommend)
- 100mg Viagra
- 8mg Zofran
- 350 mg Tren (Now at 450mg, 3 weeks left)
- 325mg Test
- 5 IU's HGH
- 4-7 drinks
The Girl
So I've not been posting cause I've been working / hanging out with the girl from my other thread:
looksmax.org
The Cucking
Now we aren't dating, its probably best described as a situationship. We were all drunk and high, she the most, I walk to the bathroom, and as soon as I turn the corner she gave a guy a small kiss.
I just stare at her and the guy and I saw red, this was our number #1 bar its where I got all my slays, if I hurt the fucker Ill never get a slay again, she then goes into the other bathroom and I follow her and hold her still, and she calls me a fuckboy, blaming me for being with other girls (a photo of a girl on my lap I met 5 weeks ago) goes into a hysteria rant flipping from emotion to emotion. Apologizing, blaming me, etc.
Its a blur from there. But she has a bunch of mental stuff and probably BPD. Crazy pussy is what I love so I guess its what I deserve. Her pussy was never gonna be mine, it was just my turn in a long line of men. And we weren't dating, but still. We walk out and I tell the guy if you ever try that again Ill fuck you up. He just looks at me and says nothing. We eventually uber home.
The Hate Fuck (DNR USERS START HERE)
She's sick so I sit with her for a bit until she sobers up we go upstairs and her friend is with us (shes fucking with my other friend, its a two man basically) and she said she wants me to sleep with her. Again I hate how much you forget on alcohol but I remember it in parts.
(I hate doggy, usually doing missionary or prone bone)
We begin fucking and Im of course angry, so Im fucking her hard and fast, so much so she ask me to stop because I was going too hard hitting her cervix, she then says "disrespect the shit out of me" and so I fucking do, I call her a whore, tell her why she kissed that guy, made her beg and apologize. I eventually say something so disrespectful that she stops me mid fuck. I said:
"What are you even good for? You can't even make me cum"
This hurt because we've fucked like 3-4 times before this and she has never made me cum, no girl has until this day. I say you told me to disrespect so I continue
She does this crazy shit with her pussy where it grips your dick, amazing feeling like its an unreal feeling especially when you like the girl, I rub her ass hole, ask if anyone has been in there, she said only a finger, but I can't find the fucking entrance for it, shes on top of me but I cant seem to find the fucking asshole.
Anyways she gives me crazy head, jerks me off super hard, and we are 2-3 HOURS in.
Finally I feel it coming, shes riding me I told her she's actually going to do it, and I came the largest fucking load inside her, she was on birth control for just over a week so should be good. She goes to the bathroom and its literally leaking out of her on the toilet there' was that much. The relief for me was fucking great.
We do another little session and she gets up mid way and I try to pull her back and you can see her wall go up and she said "don't ever do that" as I said there's a real SA/rape problem.
I don't understand even the appeal of rape, you are such a fucking sub-human you can't get a woman to desire you? There are few things better in life than to be sexually desired by a woman who wants to ride you like its her last day on earth.
Hypergamous Diddy Foid
Being a hypersexual on Testosterone and Tren hasn't helped but I essentially became the man/men I hated, pussy-whipped. I now see why Adam was convinced by Eve to eat the apple, I began to like her, and she began to become more distant, but every day was different its such a strange thing to navigate. It was never really going to work, she basically doesn't want physical intimacy unless drunk and Im not dealing with that.
Mirin my filler?
ADVICE FOR GOING FOR ALT GIRLS
They are very hypergamous, and are full of trauma. You see some of their soul and sweetness, but its covered with mental problems some of their own making, others imposed on them.
Be prepared to deal with some bipolar (changing emotions on a dime) and a very colorful past.
I personally find them exotic, I only go within my own people (WANGHAF) and there is something so infatuating to them, it's like conquering a new species.
Real issue is: I wasn't lean enough. If I mogged harder this shit wouldn't matter. So fuck it we are running Clen after the Tren until Im shredded to the gills.
THREAD SONG
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DNR SECTION BELOW
DNR SECTION BELOW (SCROLL DOWN)
DNR SECTION BELOW
The Stack / Stats
6'3, 200 lbs, 6'11 wingspan, 18% BF
- Pregablin 600mg
- 20mg THC (don't recommend)
- 100mg Viagra
- 8mg Zofran
- 350 mg Tren (Now at 450mg, 3 weeks left)
- 325mg Test
- 5 IU's HGH
- 4-7 drinks
The Girl
So I've not been posting cause I've been working / hanging out with the girl from my other thread:
ANOTHER FOID SLAY + TREN + PREGAB + COCAINE LOOKSMAXING WORKS (SHORT FOR DNR)
--------------------- THREAD SONG ---------------------- DNR SECTION BELOW DNR SECTION BELOW (SCROLL DOWN) DNR SECTION BELOW 3 weeks on Tren 200mg, 350mg Test has been on for 5 months, and HGH for 4 months 4-5 DAY BENDER WITH FOIDS -------------------- Girl Arrives -------------------------...
looksmax.org
The Cucking
Now we aren't dating, its probably best described as a situationship. We were all drunk and high, she the most, I walk to the bathroom, and as soon as I turn the corner she gave a guy a small kiss.
I just stare at her and the guy and I saw red, this was our number #1 bar its where I got all my slays, if I hurt the fucker Ill never get a slay again, she then goes into the other bathroom and I follow her and hold her still, and she calls me a fuckboy, blaming me for being with other girls (a photo of a girl on my lap I met 5 weeks ago) goes into a hysteria rant flipping from emotion to emotion. Apologizing, blaming me, etc.
Its a blur from there. But she has a bunch of mental stuff and probably BPD. Crazy pussy is what I love so I guess its what I deserve. Her pussy was never gonna be mine, it was just my turn in a long line of men. And we weren't dating, but still. We walk out and I tell the guy if you ever try that again Ill fuck you up. He just looks at me and says nothing. We eventually uber home.
The Hate Fuck (DNR USERS START HERE)
She's sick so I sit with her for a bit until she sobers up we go upstairs and her friend is with us (shes fucking with my other friend, its a two man basically) and she said she wants me to sleep with her. Again I hate how much you forget on alcohol but I remember it in parts.
(I hate doggy, usually doing missionary or prone bone)
We begin fucking and Im of course angry, so Im fucking her hard and fast, so much so she ask me to stop because I was going too hard hitting her cervix, she then says "disrespect the shit out of me" and so I fucking do, I call her a whore, tell her why she kissed that guy, made her beg and apologize. I eventually say something so disrespectful that she stops me mid fuck. I said:
"What are you even good for? You can't even make me cum"
This hurt because we've fucked like 3-4 times before this and she has never made me cum, no girl has until this day. I say you told me to disrespect so I continue
She does this crazy shit with her pussy where it grips your dick, amazing feeling like its an unreal feeling especially when you like the girl, I rub her ass hole, ask if anyone has been in there, she said only a finger, but I can't find the fucking entrance for it, shes on top of me but I cant seem to find the fucking asshole.
Anyways she gives me crazy head, jerks me off super hard, and we are 2-3 HOURS in.
Finally I feel it coming, shes riding me I told her she's actually going to do it, and I came the largest fucking load inside her, she was on birth control for just over a week so should be good. She goes to the bathroom and its literally leaking out of her on the toilet there' was that much. The relief for me was fucking great.
We do another little session and she gets up mid way and I try to pull her back and you can see her wall go up and she said "don't ever do that" as I said there's a real SA/rape problem.
I don't understand even the appeal of rape, you are such a fucking sub-human you can't get a woman to desire you? There are few things better in life than to be sexually desired by a woman who wants to ride you like its her last day on earth.
Hypergamous Diddy Foid
Being a hypersexual on Testosterone and Tren hasn't helped but I essentially became the man/men I hated, pussy-whipped. I now see why Adam was convinced by Eve to eat the apple, I began to like her, and she began to become more distant, but every day was different its such a strange thing to navigate. It was never really going to work, she basically doesn't want physical intimacy unless drunk and Im not dealing with that.
Mirin my filler?
ADVICE FOR GOING FOR ALT GIRLS
They are very hypergamous, and are full of trauma. You see some of their soul and sweetness, but its covered with mental problems some of their own making, others imposed on them.
Be prepared to deal with some bipolar (changing emotions on a dime) and a very colorful past.
I personally find them exotic, I only go within my own people (WANGHAF) and there is something so infatuating to them, it's like conquering a new species.
Real issue is: I wasn't lean enough. If I mogged harder this shit wouldn't matter. So fuck it we are running Clen after the Tren until Im shredded to the gills.
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