I finally took my medication and I realized my mind has done a psyop into believing Looksmaxing even matters

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It's as brutal as the title suggests, my mind inability to wrap it's mind over how this world is 100% luck and 0% actual CONSISTENCY OR "HARDWORK" led me to psychologically oppress the truth for the sake of believing HARDWORK can turn anyone into a 10 as a self preservation method. I looked back at my pictures just this morning and I realized that I have made 0 progress in improving my appearance; 0 fucking progress in a span of 4 years. IT WAS ALL IN MY FUCKING HEAD. I can't imagine spending another perhaps 2-5 years beliving in this shit let my mind rot away. So, in one hand I'm thankful that I took my medication but also, utterly devastated.

 

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great thread

seems like everyone whos been on this site for years comes to the same conclusion

 

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@Proex

 

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@Proex

i was taking some heightmaxxing stuff and did softmaxxing when i first joined (17) but it was all cope at that age, i'm stičl at my predetermined height of 5'11 and most people in PMs rated me MTN, it really didn't matter, at least i "slayed" a LTB at 19 so not a KHHV but i would probably do the same of not better without this site

 

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Indeed bump.