elld101
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I feel quite bad about this myself. I'm a muslim myself, but relatively secular (don't pray admittedly - only fridays lmao but fast, - and stay away from alcohol and sex before marriage and grave sins) but for nearly 5 years I always look for the latest hijab porn. This was never the case - I think Mia Khalifa made it popular (even though her scene was shit) but since then this sub-genre has stuck with me.
Recently I was jerking off, spending hours looking for that one perfect scene, but then I found out a hijab scene got super hard straight away. IRL I don't find hijabis appealing at all - I say this as a muslim. As someone who doesn't want an arranged marriage I'm better off trying to get with non-hijabis. But in porn when they're naked but keep the hijab on, I get super hard. This is Audrey Royal: she looks super basic, to me without it.
But with the hijab she looks like an absolute phenom! Why do I think this? Is it my own need for sexual desire creating a harmony with my faith?
I really wish I wasn't addicted to this kind of stuff. At first I think I thought it was weird - like feet porn. But now it's become a fetish.
Recently I was jerking off, spending hours looking for that one perfect scene, but then I found out a hijab scene got super hard straight away. IRL I don't find hijabis appealing at all - I say this as a muslim. As someone who doesn't want an arranged marriage I'm better off trying to get with non-hijabis. But in porn when they're naked but keep the hijab on, I get super hard. This is Audrey Royal: she looks super basic, to me without it.
But with the hijab she looks like an absolute phenom! Why do I think this? Is it my own need for sexual desire creating a harmony with my faith?
I really wish I wasn't addicted to this kind of stuff. At first I think I thought it was weird - like feet porn. But now it's become a fetish.